I Hate This Feeling

Kimberly

I hate feeling this way
I've been like this for 3 months now
I'm too afraid to tell someone
so I keep it all bottled up inside me
I want to tell someone 
but I just can't 

The voices in my head aren't helping either 
they just won't shut up
it's so bad that I want to slam my head in a door 
it's getting to the point to where I'll do anything to get rid of this pain
even it hurts my loved ones
it's literally like I'm fading away and nobody notices

Nobody even bothers to ask me if I'm ok
or how I am doing
I just want someone to show me that they care
I hate that I have to go through this alone 
I just want someone to hold my hand 
and say it's going to be ok..