Finding myself

loving man

Verse one:
I feel like I am going fucking crazy
Everything is so hazy
Here I am stuck in the past
There is so many vast answers
Everyone I love has cancers
I am all alone 
Trying to get in the zone
To rewind myself
To bind myself
So I can put myself together 
Cause if I done I will be stuck like this for forever

Chorus 
I hate this version of me
I just want to be free
That is why I am on this journey
So I can find myself
I am fight so I can see who I am 
That is why I am on this journey
So I can find myself


Verse two:
I am trying to get this wrapped chain off of me
So I can walk without this cane
This world is rough 
So I try to be tough
But that is not enough
I am trying to get myself maintain
But I feel like I am insane
It is hard to manage the pain
It does nothing but rain all over me
Here I go on this train
To see what I can do

Chorus:
I hate this version of me
I just want to be free
That is why I am on this journey
So I can find myself
I am fight so I can see who I am 
That is why I am on this journey
So I can find myself


Verse 3:
I am trying to find the key
So I can happy 
And life will not be as crappy
I am trying to off this path
So I will not have to deal with aftermath of myself
Cause I do not have any personally wealth
I want to get back on track
But I lack the responsibility to help myself 
I try to provide protection 
But I get nothing but rejection 
I had this girl once 
I gave her nothing but my affection 
But she treated me like an infection 
There is so much traction 
I have only a bad reaction

  Chorus:
I hate this version of me
I just want to be free
That is why I am on this journey
So I can find myself
I am fight so I can see who I am 
That is why I am on this journey
So I can find myself

Verse four:
It is time for me to stand up
I will not back down anymore 
It is time for me to go out my door
Let us tear shit up
Let us burn it all down
I am not giving up 
Let me show you now

Chorus:
I have changed myself 
I am free 
That Is why I went on that journey
I have found myself
I have fought to get here
That is why I went on that journey
I have found myself