What's on My Mind

eleeselaiee

Nights like this, I just want to walk away
Loathe some more to make our memories fade
'Might regret all the decisions I made
But not how I left for my heart to aid

I use anyone just so I could forget
But, none of them can replace you so don't fret
Why can't I forget about you? What the heck?
Should I kill myself by jumping down the deck?

I let you enter my life so easily
As easily as making me feel shitty
And now, you have just made me so unhappy
So what now then-- should I put the blame on me?

I'm so angry and disappointed with you
You made my life in monochromatic hue
Primary reason why I'm broken is you
Obviously, you have noticed all the blunt clue



- Miss Elfin/Eleeselaiee???

Note:

This is actually my first poem. I made this last Summer 2018. I saw this again in my old diary and wow, it's so bland hahahaha I'm so sorry. Just posting this just so they know what I was feeling when they left me.