if i only knew

emily garcia

if i had only knew 
look past lies and see what u would do
too see the pain the hurt the sorrow
how u never cared at all what would happen to me tomorrow
if i lived i could be dead
that didn't cross your mind did it cross your head
i never thought i carried so much hate
for a selfish loser i managed to date
You was nice and yuhh You was kind
that's when i was looking but a liar behind
its funny how i sit here and be sad
when u thought u hurt me but now im just mad
u made me stronger and i wont even say thanks for that 
i threw wasting my time those times i just would cry
hoping u would come back pshh now i know how that was a lie
tired of wasting my precious  time
i can use all of that to find sum other guy
so here where i finally let go of you
cuss if i only knew what i knew you would do.......