Im sorry

Restless~Insomniac

It started out small,
I didn't want it to escalate,
Sadly it did,
One small thing hurt,
But people just pushed me farther,
More and more things piled on top of the small pain,
But I suppose, every thing needs a beginning
And now I'm here again, where I tried to escape.
Again I'm in pain...I've failed myself.
it hurts, I'm sorry...
I lied, i am crying, and I told you I wouldn't...
I hurt you, I deserve this.
I haven't just failed myself, I've failed you
I shouldn't have done what I did,
Now I regret every step I made after that stumble,
I wish I could rewind time,
Now I don't care about my pain...
I hurt you, and "I'm sorry" isn't strong enough to describe how much I mean it.
Because I caused it, I'm to blame,
I lied, I never meant to...i promise you,
I promise you that I never wanted to hurt you,
I promise you that I regret hurting you,
I promise you that I want to make it better,
I just don't know how...
....I'm sorry
I wrote this to a specific person,