my life in closed doors

noelia

through the tears i cried this past few years
i been thinking of taking pills
everyday is like a storm
with no sun and no hope
have siblings that love
but cannot trust
sitting in my bed thinking whats next
imagining me being dead 
family has destroyed me and also has school
being yelled at is like hell once more
cant take it anymore want to stop breathing
from blood to scars
to counseling and more
no one could change the way i felt before
my life has been like hell 
no where to get out always in pain
that if i don't control it it would only get worse
so now my life has changed
no more tears and no more pain
its all it takes to end those days