My mistake

Lena d'Arc

Dreaming about tomorrow,
what will I like it to be?
Not walking even more forward,
just living in fantasy... 

Always avoiding to say what I need,
Always hiding the truth who I'll never be,
Just tell me how can I change?
I hate myself for being this way...
Every day is the same...
Every day there is someone else to blame.


I realize my own weakness,
yet I try to hide,
not doing anything,
not even trying anything,
and the days just pass by.

 
Pretend like nothing happened,
Pretend like I never heard it,
Try to hide my own weakness,
By hurting others that I love.
By hurting myself.