I wish that you knew

Lexi

I wish that when I walk away mad
You would follow me and make me be glad

I wish that when I stare at your lips
You would kiss me with your hands on my hips

I wish that when I push or hit you
You would grab me and not let me go through

I wish that when I start cursing at you
You would kiss and tell me you love me too

I wish that when I am very quiet
You would ask me what's wrong and not start a riot

I wish that when I ignore you
You would give me your attention in ado

I wish that when I pull away
You would pull me back in a gentle way

I wish that when I look a mess
You would tell me I'm more beautiful then all the rest

I wish that when I start crying
You would hold me and be silent because inside, I'm dying

I wish that when I am walking
You would sneak up and hug my waist from behind without talking

I wish that when I am scared
You would protect me and say that you cared

I wish that when I lay my head on your shoulder
You would tilt my head up, kiss me and not feel any colder

I wish that when I steal your favorite hat
You would let me keep it for a night thereat

I wish that when I tease you
You would tease me back and make me laugh too

I wish that when I don't answer for a long time
You would tell me that everything is okay after sometime

I wish that when I look at you with doubt
You would back yourself up but not pout

I wish that when I grab at your hands
You would hold and play with my fingers and not let them disband

I wish that when I bump into you
You would bump me back and make me laugh too

I wish that when I tell you a secret
You would keep it safe and untold and yet

I wish that when I look deep into your eyes
You would not look away until I despise

I wish that when I miss you 
You would know that I'm hurting inside too

I wish that when I feel heartbroken
You would know that the pain never goes away unspoken

I wish that when I say it's over
You would know that I still want you to be mine like a lucky clover

I wish that when I say I love you
You would understand that I really do and it's true