What do I feel and what did I feel?

Haik K

I never felt, I could care about someone so much
I was lost in my mind, 
to think someone can care so much about it
It felt like a dream 
and I could not wake up to see reality

It was mind over matter
I was trapped in my mind 
and could not reach you
I did not know 
what I had until you were gone

I hope you care to see 
how much I care about you
Your perfume scent is in my head. 
You intoxicate me this invade my head

It's better to have loved and lost, 
than to have never loved at all 
but its best to be lost and found

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet, 
therefore I'm a poet
Unlike money love doesn't make the world go round, 
love is what makes the life worthwhile.
And I want to live my life in the worthwhile.