Regret

willowelizabeth126

I'm sorry for the pain,
I'm sorry for the tears,
I'm sorry for the hatred
Built up over the years.

You don't have to forgive me,
I just needed you to know
That I regret what happened,
And I intend to show

The absolute real me,
The one hidden from sight.
The one that's not as happy,
The one that cries at night.

She's really quite depressing,
This girl you've yet to meet,
I'm not lovable, oh no,
And that you're sure to see.

She isn't like the girl you know, 
The girl you used to love.
I'm sorry for not being 
Your angel from above.

If I were ever to let you see...
To show you my true color...
Could you ever love me?
Would there be no other?

I'll show you the sadder, darker me,
The one who's dressed in black.
But beware, for when I do this,
You will never want me back.