Amnesia For Love

Amethy Anne Lorenzo

AMNESIA FOR LOVE

As I close my eyes, I see you
A thought of you still remains on my mind.
I still hear your voice and those promises that you?ve said to me. 
You said you will love me until the end.
That enchanting words, that you said at that moment made me smile.
But that smile has change into frown
My heart is full of fury and hatred for you.
I thought love is full of happiness but I didn?t expect that sorrow will exist in the end.
There are times I still think of you, I guess I'm just missing the times when we were together.
That reminiscing makes me smile a bit, but after that my heart couldn?t take it anymore
My heart wants to explode; I want those hatred, sadness, betrayal, and loneliness disappear at once.
I find it hard to completely erase you from my memory,
Though I?m afraid to love again, because of those wounding experiences,
But I think it is the best way for me to find happiness once more.