my sweet

nat

As I lay my head down to rest memories come alive...
tears roll downs from cheek to chin 
and onto my meloncolly pillow
i let out a soft cry..

'hush..' i hear
a finger brushes away my tear
..wait....
i know this touch
my sweet aaron
o' how I've missed you
my eyes still closed,not knowing if this is real
too afraid to find out

His hands
gently caresses my face lifting it to his lips
he kisses me
ever so lightly
i open my eyes to meet my angel..
but only to stare at the snow white ceiling

i weep

my heart aches with million bullet wounds
how can i keep on like this?....
i miss him so much... 
its hurts so much...
this is indescribable.