Broken Heart

Beth

Heart Broken

It was a fine afternoon when I was speaking to a close friend on msn , and she was telling me about this boy she liked and had found on Bebo and I asked her to show me him , and when she did I knew from that very moment I liked him , it was all kind of weird. I then added him as a friend, he accepted and it all started from there really!
I told my close friend that I liked him, but she was not very happy with it, she had said that I stole him from her , like I was taking him away, but I wasn't we were just friends starting out then things had changed. I liked him a lot and it turned out he liked me too. But he felt so bad that there were two other girls in the situation, I also felt bad for him. Me and My close friend fell out over this love storm and weren't friends for about a month after. I was really upset because we were really good friends and fell out over something so stupid.
I told the Boy about the whole falling out situation and he said to me I don't want you girls falling out of me I'm simply not worth that much!
I and he then got really close to which one point I would stay up until 12.am just to talk to him, he knew how much I loved him from the messages I sent him on Bebo and everything. It was proper love. We really wished we lived close so he could ask me out, But thinking about the distance between us made me upset because I loved him so much it hurt to know he was miles away from me. I also got love sick. To one point my stomach hurt so much I could barely walk.
I knew from that point onwards we were meant to be both physically and mentally but of course the physical side was never ever going to happen!
He promised never to hurt me and he would always love me. I believed him so much. And things began to get bigger and bigger. I would always be thinking of him in school, at home, out and about. From then on I knew I just knew he was mine!
Weeks went by, then I checked Bebo for messages. When I came upon his Bebo to read he had a girlfriend. My heart literally shattered I just sat there reading everything he wrote about her and burst out crying I didn't even think about crying it just came out. I was so upset I didn't think I would ever be ok again. Things from then on weren't good I was depressed all the time, every time I looked at what it said I had to take a big gulp, I thought had lost my heart and sense of love.
He was the perfect one for me, I had never met someone so nice and loving before, then for him to get a girlfriend. I know we were never to be but still it hurt me like someone ripping my heart out when I was alive. He was the one for me, the perfect boy <3
And to this very day I still like him and this all happened about a year ago in march <3