Real Heart breaking Story

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True story... if u have time plz read commeent.............
I am sorry to say that u cannot feel the pain hidden in this story.
This story is about my love, which remained unfulfilled My story begin the day when i started my first class, at that time i was a child , I liked a girl, I was always very close to her , we share lunch , we exchange our notes and completes each other notes .
In sixth class.I loved her more then my life, I decide to tell her about my love , I wrote a love letter and put it in her bag, She read but there was no reply from her side and she stop talking with me, but still I liked her very much.

In Eight class there were two division A and B. we were divided she was in A and I was in B ,i was champion in sports , there was Annual sports day , my event was 400mt running , it started I was the first among seven , she started charring another guy , I heard her voice I stop in middle , I was lost.
At that time, my mind say if he win she will be happy , and I want her always to be happy he was just her friend , then again school starts after three days , there was some program in school we all were at school ground. I was upset and I felt she never loved me.

The next year she left school ,i don't know the reason why she left , but my love was still there for her. I try to get all information about her sometimes from far of her house. i watch her every evening from far distance.

4 years past I was in college I got news that she was getting married , I was almost mad at that time. in that week I had exams but I did not attend any of my exams because at that time she was Every where in my mind I was busy thinking about her.


one side my praents I dont want to spoil my praents name other side my love. I thought It was one side love because there no reply since last four years, thought she forgot me... But how can I go against praents?? my life.....i was not happy with my life even after her marriage she was in my mind madly thinking, crying ,hurting myself..... My heart was broken and to me there was darkness every where. Then i decided to leave her completely forget her and let her remain happy. I never saw her after. I pray that she remain happy forever and have success in life.She will never know how much i loved her......
About my life ??????????? there is more story to tell...
again two years later... my life was going smooth at that time I was working ......
but she was still in my mind then I decided to leave country... I got a job abroad.... even there she was still in my mind after all she was my first love ..
my friends told me to make new friend then u will forget her ... Ok I will try I said
in Night hours I used to chat for hours till four months , I found one friend in chat room
she was from pakistan, we were joking, fun on Cam... again I was in LOVE but this time from both side... on phone , bit short ,,,,, we know each other very well ....
but again same thing Sad ending........... her mother was not well she was in hospital, she wanted her to get married in front of her eyes. She told me ... there was no time , I said about marriage I will take permission from my parents ...... but my father did not permitted me to marry her.....i was very much upset and very sad again .... I told my mother
I will obey my father's order .... but I will never marry anyone ...... some how I have to tell her about this issue .... I called her .... she was crying she said her mother is now no more
shocking..... anyhow I managed to tell her, after two weeks I said my life is now in dark mode...... I wont blame my parents for this but I have to obey the order....

i dont know why this happens with me......
i am just Alive Without life...