My May December Affair

susiebelle

i was 19 when i first met him.... weird to think, but he is already on his 55th years that time....
he was a tourist and i am a local girl who studied and working at the same time in a cigarette company as a push girl.

August 21st...8:30pm
i was standing at the back of a tall table in a convience store with a colleague when he approach me... he said "hi!"
i said "hello!" and that its, he asked me what i am doing there i said i'm working then he asked for the product, to my surprise he bought a packs of cigarette so i reached my daily cot-ta then i made my ending report. We go for a dinner date together with my colleague at the Japanese restaurant, we ordered our food but he didn't eat because he said hes already ate he's dinner. And also he cant eat those raw meats because hes a Muslim. We exchange our number then went home.
After that night we never meet again....

A month later

September 20th, (eid l ftr) ending of rammadan

I was so problematic because of my allowance, a debt in my friend and colleagues and other emotional problem are mixing and grinding on my mind....
So I swallow my pride i texted him and he calls me back i greet him then he asked me if we can meet...

Wednesday 23rd
From head office he called me and asked where am i. I said im still in head office then he said if i finish ride a taxi then meet him in his unit... and i dont need to worry because he will pay the taxi for me... i said okay..

12:15pm (as i remember the time) the same day

i was in a train station,two train came and gone, still thinking... i want to back out because i know something will happen... and what i am doing is prostitution... but the conscience knocks me on my mind.. so on the third train i rode then went straight ahead in the place where he is.

SAME DAY 2:30pm

YOU KNOW SOMETHING HAPPENED:)


SAME DAY 7:00PM

ready to go home in the place where i used to call hell or cave because no one is in inside, nothing is in inside just me my picture and other odd stuffs...

but before i go out he told me i can go there anytime and i can bring my friends and party all day long.... (sign off)

Thursday September 24th

i paid all my bills and depth.
my refrigerator are full of stocks new cloths fancy things etc.

Sunday September 26th

i went back there and as i promised....

alone with him, nothing goes wrong, we just talked and watched some movies then go out in that night for our second dinner date...

i asked him what he was doing there, in my work place the night we met.
he said his friend told him that there is a BEAUTIFUL (hummnnnnnn)lady works there, so he went there and see me.

DAYS and MONTHS are passed

I started to fall for him.
not because of the money hes giving in me but the fact that he is a treasure, a brilliant, a gentle man i ever met...

im getting busy and he is too...

ANOTHER DAYS AND MONTH PASSED

communication is about to end...

phone calls and texts are like rain sometimes it comes, but sometimes its not...

CHRISTMAS EVE...

i kept calling him the whole week. no return calls
so i said in my self why should i wait him to call me? if i knew he will never be...

12:00 mid night CHRISTMAS EVE

i celebrate again my Christmas alone in my CAVE.

CHRISTMAS DAY!!!!
11:30 AM

I was walking going to my work when my phone rang hes calling... he didn't greet me but he said hes been so busy because of work those past few days... and he will call me again on 29th... them off. feeling relieve i waited till 29th

29th December

no phone call

30th December

no phone call

31st December 6:15 pm

i was in the bus going home when he calls me (of course because i rang his phone...)
i greet him a happy new year and he said he will call me "again" later...

SAME NIGHT
no phone calls.. till mid night... although i greeted him via text.

DAYS PASSED

I started my life again.. the same way i used to lived before i met him... i stared not to think of him anymore so i can move on...

ANOTHER DAYS PASSED

I am myself now...
i didn't cry at night,i can sleep over night without thinking of him.. hanging out with my friends without thinking hes there...

January 8th 4:10 pm

a call from him nothing felt special in that call...
i totally moved on...

January 11

still im delayed in my monthly period.





UNTIL NOW.....

message:

wherever you are your still in my heart... thank you for everything, you've been so good to me and i don't have any regrets that i met you:)

marlboro:)