LOVE

Jane

My first day of college, saw him standing by his car. At that very moment the first thing that came in my mind was 'i wish, i wish he was mine'. Dint ever think that i would have a story with him. As people say true love comes once in a whole life time, mine was that guy standing by his car. he was a student in the same college.
one morning i received a message saying 'will you be my friend?' guess who it was, the same person who i saw standing besides his car (the first day of college). something that was just unbelievable. i said yes to that text and after that day we started talking, talking and talking. there was no day i missed talking or thinking about him. you know something that you do daily, you cant miss it?? i couldn't miss texting him. in just a little time he became the most important person in my life. i could never think about living my life without him. then one day he said i love you and i was speechless. the first thing i thought at that moment 'why did you take so much time to tell me this?' i was so happy that day. it was like after that day i was flying, there was no day i was on earth. i was his valentine also this year (2010). we used to talk daily and just like that a day came in my life, i was talking to him and then at around 12:30 in the afternoon i received his text saying 'dont worry, i will always be there with you.. smile now', life is so bloody short. that was the last text i received from him. he passed away in a car accident on that very day and that same time. life seems so empty without him. every day i wake up the first thing that i say 'i wish i die'. i cant wait to meet him again.. i want a chance, just a chance to tell him that he is the sweetest teddy on earth and how much i love him. everyday of my life has become so hard. as a matter of fact i waited for him for 4 months when i joined that college, he came in my life (after 4 months of waiting) and he gave me happiness for four months and then left me. God really takes the good ones first. i wish i could get him back. i just wish i could get him back..................
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LOTS AND LOTS