Heart broken
rhuemine
30 Jan, 2012 12:25 AM
I thought that me and Donald will be together forever. After he arrived in Cebu, it was like our relationship goes strong. I felt in love with him everyday. I was motivated to do stuffs everyday knowing that I am deeply in love with a guy whom for three years I kept my feelings. I was then imagining what my married life would be with him. Until one time when I was with him, i got a strange feeling that somethings wrong with him. I asked him many times about it. I even asked him if he found another girl. He said no. Hearing that made me feels fine but then again as I was texting him or calling him, that sense or feeling of being cheated comes to my mind.
December 25, 2011, we met. I was so excited for that day. We shared the time together feeling like I was with him forever. Late that afternoon, I headed back home since I am leaving for Leyte that night. We kissed and parted ways. Every minute of the day, I always think with him. What he was doing, who's with him and things like that. I spent five days vacation in Leyte. When my elder brother told e that we'll be in Cebu on December 31, 2011, I felt so excited at last I will be able to see Donald again. I seldom received texts or calls from him since then.
January 03, 2012, as I was sleeping, I received a call from Manila. My cousin told me that my father died at 9pm. I was shocked! I last saw my father last October 2010. That really struck me. I cried. Deeply broken. I called Donald to share my sorrow but he was unable to answer my call. I was weeping alone. Trying to comfort myself. I was mad, very mad to everybody. I flew to Manila with my mom and two elder brothers to attend the funeral of my beloved Papa. I was there for a week but never, in a minute I forget Donald. The worst suspicious came. His phone is always busy. Donald did not bother again to send messages or call. I love him so I tried not to think negatively about it. I tried to be optimistic. January 12, 2012, i arrived in Cebu...again excited to see Donald.
January 14, 2012, 11am we met. All my sorrows and pain were relieved after seeing him. We spent again the whole time. He'd change a lot. I can feel it. Again I ask him if there's a problem and he told me nothing. The days went so fast that on January 20, 2012 he texted me that he found a new girl. It was like, my papa left me and Donald dare to do it too. I kept on asking myself why he do that. I can do nothing but cry...a one week of crying. The girl even texted me that I should stop communicating with Donald anymore. I was so mad. I wanted to let them feel what I felt. But that's life.Learn to forgive and forget. I am now in the stage of recovery and moving on. I still love him but I tried not to feel that same feelings over and over again.
I hope God will help me along the way:)
I was happy that I was able to share my emotions through writing my real life stories in this site. Hope you'll learn from it. Please feel free to send me message:)
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Comments
Post a Comment04 Sep, 2012 06:40 PM
Hi i'm Pavan from India. this story is connected to me. even i feel the same thing what you feel.
05 Sep, 2012 08:32 PM
Hey, thats a sad story but im glad to see u in the better way! And i hope u to find a better case & have good times 4ever. ;)
07 Sep, 2012 07:22 PM
Related to my story
08 Sep, 2012 05:15 AM
that is very sad but i know you will find someone better.
10 Sep, 2012 06:36 PM
M rily sori 4 u n u encouraged mi too coz i painfully lost the love of ma lyf on 1st August 2011.Better daiz r coming...
12 Sep, 2012 09:14 AM
I've been through that situation... i do understand how it feels... damn hurt !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
14 Sep, 2012 05:48 AM
I UNDERSTAND WHAT IT FEELS IM LOLA DIED JANUARY 19 SAME THING IN YUORS MY BF WAS BROKE UP WITH ME AND IM TRYING TO COMFORT MY SELF EVEN I KNOW ITS REALLY HARD ALL ICAN DO IS TO CRY.. YOU KNOW WHA TITS TOUGHT BUT U CAN DO IT :]
14 Sep, 2012 05:56 PM
fl lik cryng,,,,same story lik mine...rmbr my own donald.
15 Sep, 2012 12:28 PM
Hey..u juz dont think bot him..u vl b relaxed and try to find far better than him...lord iz der wth u
17 Sep, 2012 03:41 PM
i read your story and i serious feel the same feeling right now .because i m facing with the same situation.....but i m not able to recover from it .its very hard to do that.........
18 Sep, 2012 05:15 PM
hey...thats heartbreaking..i thnk he doesn knw u much...i had a similar experience..but u'll b alrite...chillax babe...someones really handsome and loving is waiting up 4 u....all u shud do is just wait for the prince charming...!!!...luv u!
18 Sep, 2012 05:58 PM
I think there is a better guy ,,who is still waiting for u...
19 Sep, 2012 05:40 AM
wel itz vry sad to forget the person we love but dis is life n dis has hapnd wid me also like you even i hav lost sum1 i lovd bt the fact is dat we shud move on
21 Sep, 2012 06:58 AM
May god Give you Strenght To Bear This terrible Blow...,.,
22 Sep, 2012 01:23 AM
I hope u r nw happy n enjoying ur life.becoz life is to forgve and forget
22 Sep, 2012 09:26 AM
How sad for you to love a him so much and he not returning it. guys like him don't deserve it. May you find love!
22 Sep, 2012 10:25 AM
hey .... its too sad but dont worry. you will find far better than him. Good Luck for your future.
23 Sep, 2012 04:40 PM
I have never been in such a situation but would like to say u something "NEVA LIVE FOR A PERSON WHO NEVA LIVED FOR YOU". He dint deserve you .In fact you should be happy that you got a second chance to love someone else. I know its hard to forget but this is the truth of life .
23 Sep, 2012 05:47 PM
To my lovely "ISHAN" Koi bt nahe dude its nt much i was there at same point for 7 years,the day came she left me and went on with other 1 but now also she say that she wants to be my best frnd and she agres and cried very much that why and she herself acepts that she had done very bd to me. I dont say anything but 1 thng is clear that there is sm1 who wl never forget me whole life, to whom i alyz can try to forget only forget,...but nt til last breath." i felt a perfect match but y it was nt i dnt knw...LAST TIME I M Writing my name with her cnt control my emotions. "NAYANISHAN"(cn contact me 4 sugstn although i m happy too 09610338693-)
23 Sep, 2012 05:48 PM
To my lovely "ISHAN" Koi bt nahe dude its nt much i was there at same point for 7 years,the day came she left me and went on with other 1 but now also she say that she wants to be my best frnd and she agres and cried very much that why and she herself acepts that she had done very bd to me. I dont say anything but 1 thng is clear that there is sm1 who wl never forget me whole life, to whom i alyz can try to forget only forget,...but nt til last breath." i felt a perfect match but y it was nt i dnt knw...LAST TIME I M Writing my name with her cnt control my emotions. "NAYANISHAN"(cn contact me 4 sugstn although i m happy too 09610338693-)
25 Sep, 2012 06:31 AM
I am happy you actually did get told that you were being replaced. I know that pain, very much, and I'm not even in a recovery process. I don't want to be there yet, but you're lucky you have the strength to move on from that. I'm glad you are beginning to feel better. I wish I could find someone as caring as you. God bless.
25 Sep, 2012 08:47 AM
Hey you know what guys...
never cry the person who hurts you.
just smile nd say them
thanks4 giving me the chance to find someone better then u..
i was did it. nd now he realise his mistake nd cry 4 me. but i never 4give him.
25 Sep, 2012 08:58 AM
Hey guys m nupur from india. you know what guys
never cry for the person who hurts you..
just smile and say "thanks 4 giving me the chance to find someone better then you.... i did it.
25 Sep, 2012 09:43 AM
My Name is Gabby.I will love to share my testimony to all the people in the forum cos i never thought i will have my girlfriend back and she means so much to me..The girl i want to get marry to left me 3 weeks to our weeding for another man..,When i called her she never picked my calls,She deleted me on her facebook and she changed her facebook status from married to Single...when i went to her to her place of work she told her boss she never want to see me..i lost my job as a result of this cos i cant get myself anymore,my life was upside down and everything did not go smooth with my life...I tried all i could to have her back to all did not work out until i met a Man when i Travel to Africa to execute some business have been developing some years back..I told him my problem and all have passed through in getting her back and how i lost my job...he told me he gonna help me...i don't believe that in the first place.but he swore he will help me out and he told me the reason why my girlfriend left me and also told me some hidden secrets.i was amazed when i heard that from him..he said he will cast a spell for me and i will see the results in the next couple of days..then i travel back to US the following day and i called him when i got home and he said he's busy casting those spells and he has bought all the materials needed for the spells,he said am gonna see positive results in the next 2 days that is Thursday...My girlfriend called me at exactly 13:35pm on Thursday and apologies for all she had done ..she said,she never knew what she's doing and her sudden behavior was not intentional and she promised not to do that again.it was like am dreaming when i heard that from her and when we ended the call,i called the man and told him my wife called and he said i haven't seen anything yet... he said i will also get my job back in 3 days time..and when its Sunday,they called me at my place of work that i should resume working on Monday and they gonna compensate me for the time limit have spent at home without working..My life is back into shape,i have my girlfriend back and we are happily married now with kids and i have my job back too.This man is really powerful..if we have up to 20 people like him in the world,the world would have been a better place..he has also helped many of my friends to solve many problems and they are all happy now..Am posting this to the forum for anybody that is interested in meeting the man for help.you can mail him to oluwefash@gmail com or visit www oluwemawetemple.webs.com
i cant give out his number cos he told me he don't want to be disturbed by many people across the world..he said his email is okay and he' will replied to any emails asap..hope he helped u out too..good luck
26 Sep, 2012 06:25 AM
Well dis story is quite sad to hear but the best thing i would like to tel u is dn't love any1 until n unles u dnt knw him properly if nt so then keep ur relationship 4 tp like i do
26 Sep, 2012 07:23 AM
I'm happy for you. .just keep on moving on. .
God will give a better person. .
on what's nupur said . .don't cry to the person who hurt you. .just thank him. .
26 Sep, 2012 07:34 AM
, urgh ! i hate that kind of boy .. duhh , hindi naman nia lng sinabi qung ano ang dahilan ? freak ..
26 Sep, 2012 07:35 AM
hai naku ! nakakainis ang boy .. kala mo qung sino ? huwag kang mag alala nakasunod ang " KARMA " sa kanya !!!!!!
26 Sep, 2012 08:18 AM
its very painful that happened with you. you don't worry. god will punish him. one day she will make him feel bad. and that day he will miss you. but plz dont forgive him. he doesn't deserves you.
26 Sep, 2012 02:48 PM
been through that situation.. i do understand how it feels.
26 Sep, 2012 05:36 PM
May Almighty renews all your sorrows with the ever lasting happiness! May Thy Lord bless you!
27 Sep, 2012 01:41 PM
I felt very bad after getting bout ur life.. You miss him today too?
27 Sep, 2012 04:09 PM
really herat touching story...
27 Sep, 2012 07:13 PM
i am in the same situation right now, honestly i am not in the place u r but in the place the second girl is, this guyz loves me alot, he neva told me bou it bt wen i started talkin less to him after knowing he has a girl already he couldnt hide it from me that he loved me, well honestly i also love him but i dont wana hurt him n i also dont wana hurt the other girl what should i realy do, any opinion??
27 Sep, 2012 10:53 PM
I AM BASICALLY GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING RIGHT NOW... :/
28 Sep, 2012 03:12 AM
Naranasan q rin yan supper pain but trust God always lalaki lng yan remember our life is precious n eyes of God God Bless
28 Sep, 2012 09:03 AM
i know its hard 2 overcome that feeling you have for him but 1day you will and hope you move on and find the right one.. May TheLord Guid You always
28 Sep, 2012 12:12 PM
remember that ur story is true
and sad
but it was ur fault that u didn't tell him u loved him
30 Sep, 2012 12:52 AM
am felling so sorry after reading this true story about you i realize that the same story always make me to think about some one i will also love her until my last breathe same as like you.
30 Sep, 2012 01:00 AM
am felling so sorry after reading this true story about you i realize that the same story always make me to think about some one i will also love her until my last breathe same as like you.
01 Oct, 2012 07:12 PM
EVRITHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. WALA XA SA PLANO NI GOD 4 U. MAY MAS MGANDANG DARATING=]
03 Nov, 2012 02:09 PM
the most painful thing is seeing the one u love love somelse else but love hurt the more when the persone you love has no idea hw you feel...have patience dear u will find someone who is more beautiful,smrt than him....GOOD LUCK
20 Nov, 2012 03:48 AM
I like your story's very much