love rejected

yash

Rejection must have been faced by most.. but unlike most people rejection had a very bad effect. so this is how the story goes..

There was a girl who was in my tutions in the 9th grade. She was the one who everyone teased me with and I started liking that. I honestly thought that the girl likes me too. So on valentines day after our tutions finished I went after and called her. She turned surprised that i was actually coming to talk to her. I was very shy because I was going to ask a girl out for the first time in my life. So I just started stammering a bit and after a few seconds I just blurted out "Will you be my valentine?" the cheesiest line anyone could have ever said.. For a few seconds she just stood there astounded and then slowly she said that she will think about it. I said okay because i thought she is just shy.

After reaching home my adrenaline was flowing so i picked up the phone and called her to tell her that i genuinely liked her and i was not kidding !! She again replied that she will think about that. I told her to please tell me as soon as possible.

Next day when I went to play my friend was starting staring at me and started smirking. So i asked him whats up ? He told me that when he was talking to the girl that i liked online she told him that i proposed her. As soon as i heard this i denied it because it was somehow embarrassing for me and at same moment i was enraged that she couldn't keep this private. The next line that he said changed my perception about myself forever.

He said that when he asked her what her answer was for my proposal she told him "This guy... YUUUCCKKK !!! " this statement was etched in my memory forever .. i can never forget that moment because something just vanished from my soul.

It was my self esteem and respect !!! that girl just ripped my confidence apart with just one line.. even after 5 years i still haven't admitted to my friend that i did ask her to be my valentine.. After this incident i have never been able to ask a girl out!! no guts!! So even a single statement can rip a person's soul !! Please always think before you talk.

P.S. : i never talked to that girl ever again.