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a broken heart

caley

02 Jul, 2010 10:54 AM

im 13 and i met a guy he was 15 he was really sexy and i thought he was sweet so we are talking every day he was on the football team really skinny and he would be nice to me through texts but at school he would just act like he didnt know me and i got really mad so i went up to him and asked him why was he doing this to me i really loved him and he just said i dont know what u r talking about. i said whatever one of his friends had seen the messages and said whatever Corey ur being a jerk. well after that he started screaming at me and called me a stupid obsessed little 7th grader that needed to get a life. my friend and i wrote a song about it. i was so upset i had to see him every day and i just got really depressed and apologized to him and he yelled at me even more so i just thought i cant live with out him. here's the song i wrote
I've said I've been in love before
but I've never felt this way.
I'm in love with Corey Shields
but he doesent get the way.
I was his friend but I was too obsessed
and he figured it out o he figured it out.
It started out just a little crush
but then I fell in love
but I've fallen to hard to get back up.
People tried to warn me
but I turned and walked away.

Because I had no clue but he was just playing with my heart.
I wanted to be a part of his life but he woulden't let me.

And I cryed for 2 days o I cried for 2 days....
He had no clue what I was going through o he had no clue.
I wanted to kiss him a few times
but I'll never want to kiss him again.

I asked him what his deal was about being so mean.
Do you have a problem??
because I don't have a problem about loving you.

I bet you cried to cause you didn't have me with you.
I stood up for you but you didn't stand up for me.
When ever you looked at me I fell into your love trap.
It only worked for a little while
but then I figured out what you were trying to do
you were trying to brake my heart.

I made my self look like a fool
cause I thought you were cool.
But your hurt got to me
it broke me down o it broke me down.

You are out of my life o out of my life forever.
One day we'll probably meet again.
Sometime in the future.
But I won't fall again o no I won't fall again.
Thinking about how the past has been.
I'll never go through that ever again.
You put me through stress and pain so don't ever do that again. Because I will be smarter than back then.
The first time I saw you
I fell in love because cupid shot me like a dove.
Then I fell in sudden love.
I need help from above
because I cant get out of the chains
and traps of a heart breaker.
I wish I could be your love taker.
But you were the love taker and the heart breaker.
My heart is not the first you've broken.
I was so obsessed with you I dident know what to do.
Because I fell into the sea of your eyes.
Your eyes glimmer when the sun shines.
It don't matter how I look at them they still do.
It don't matter how angry, sad, mad, happy,or mean you are, or darkness they still shine like the shining sea.

It doesent matter how big of a boat
I still drown in your sea of love.
If im drowning they will have to save me
because I don't want back in your love trap.
My heart melts when you say my name.
But I don't want to play this game any more.
But your the one whose loosing because your loosing me.
I will never quit loving you because it can't go away.
It's not the kind of conditional
that most of it is it is true love and it can't be erased.

You took all my feelings and mixed them up.
And now my heart is broken.
I will never be able to get over you.

It made me so sad even if you talked to me
I still knew you were mad.
I thought you were the one for me
but I was mistaken.
I thought you were so cute
and couldn't help from falling for you.
The second I saw you I knew it was true love.

My heart couldn't help it I had already fallen to deep.

I wish someone would help me back up.
But I've already fallen.
O I don't think my heart can ever be fixed.
No one can fix it o it hurts so bad.
I wish you would have not put me in that love trap.
But when I see you I get so scared
cause I blew you at least being my friend.
YOU BROKE MY HEART...........



please give me some advise this is a true story

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ashleyy(: says:
08 Jul, 2010 03:14 PM

oh my god, it sucks hu?! hahah, i've been in the same situation. it's honestly terrible. uhm.. the best advice i can give you is to move on! he sounds like an effing jerk! so just forget about him! and, it's not all about looks... he may be the most gorgeous thing in the world, but i'm sure his attitude isn't as gorgeous. and he treats you like crap, so that's two strikes for him sucking! show him what he could've had and never will cos he sucks! hahah, sorry if that didn't help! :)

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Julie says:
23 Jul, 2010 02:30 AM

wow thats so messed, but i had the same thing, luckily i was the one to end it ;D it was this cute guy, everyone liked, i ddnt, then i did, then he "Did" (he was a PLAYERRR) so we kissed, then he moved, then i met my bf, then i told him, then it was jsut over, yata! im srry it wasnt as easy for you, but trust me, if som1 says ur OBSESSED then screw them, =P

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Sheline says:
28 Jul, 2010 03:58 AM

you must feel horribly sad! But you are vry good at writing these stuff

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