love is just a word until someone comes alond and gives it meaning

just an ordinary girl

You know when you love someone so much you just want to know every single detail about them. That?s how it was for me 3 years ago. When I met him.

It was a perfect christmas night when I was out with my friends. Just out of nowhere someone grabbed me. It took him only one ?hello? and I was sold.
The more I got to know him better, the more I started to like him. At the end of the night he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me sweet and softly.
I felt his warm gently touch and everything felt in it?s right place. Till so far it sounds like a happy story, but it all starts here. After that night we stayed in touch and see eachother occasionally. This once when I saw him, he did odd against me where his friends where at. That was the moment when my pride took it over. I ignored him for weeks and the first time I saw him again, with his friends, I did the same thing to him, but worse. When he came to greet me I looked at his face and looked away. He looked ridiculous to all his friends as I walked away. I have never spoken to him since. I know it?s my fault this all happened. That moment is the only regret in my entire life. What hurts me the most is being so close and want to say the words I saved in my heart for a long time: I-love-you.

You know that feeling, that one person can pull your entire gravity towards them
One person, so important to you, you will do everything for them
You want to know everything about them
The good, the bad, the ugly
You look at them and smile while you think about this all
He smiles back because he knows
Nothing makes you stronger than the thought this person feels the same about you
Then is time to wake up time for reality
It is never easy, it never ment to be
You fight for what feels right, your love is the only thing that feels right
But you end messed up anyway
When you see him you forget everything
Everything around you is gone and your mind is completely blank
I feel the warmth in my heart, the butterflies in my stomach
The earth stops moving, my heart stops beating
Nothing matters anymore
You are here and he is here, anything that matters is gone
He disappears and you?re back to reality again
Everything comes back



This is my last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us fade away
Before our love turns into hate
Just hear me out one more time
And we?ll separate our ways
You gave me more to live for
More than you will ever know
I think we were never meant to be
But my time has come to an end
Of this burning heart of mine
When I slowly close my eyes
A glimps of your face comes by
Thinking so hard on those soft eyes
I realize it?s that sign
That everything is over now
Everything in it?s right place somehow
When I hear a little bird gently whistle
Is the moment when I closed my eyes