The fate of my love
Vinay
13 Feb, 2012 11:46 PM
I was a very happening person in my college days. I used to live my life to the fullest. Being a Gemini I have a versatile nature. When I joined my degree college, me and my school friend joined a dance troop to get some extra pocket money. I met her there....
At first we were dead enemies, we literally used to envy each other. After few months, with couple of performances in and outside the city, we got to know each other. We were made partners for some couple performances.. Then we became friends. Slowly we started talking to each other more often. We exchanged our no's and started chatting at late nights. She was staying alone as her parents had settled in another city. She used to miss her parents a lot and the homely food. I then sometimes took food from home in vessels for her without my mothers knowledge. She used to love it...
One fine evening at her place, I proposed to her which i was very sure she would accept and she did. This was my first love.By now I had even got into a Sales job. Within couple of weeks this was known to all my friends and then my family. I introduced her to my mom, and she was very happy because she was a perfect one for me, my mother could see the happiness in my eyes in her presence. Everything was going well, we used to fight sometimes but then we would kiss each other and patch it up. I used to visit her everyday after my heavy work schedule. The moment she would hug me I had a great relief. I never treated as my girlfriend, I used to pamper her always like a small kid. I was in love with her and could not imagine a life without her. And so was with her too....
Years passed by and she got into a job. She now started to get a bit busy but we still used to meet up, spend time whenever we could. In differences between us started to arise as time passed. I never liked one thing about her was whenever we had a fight she would ask for a break up. I always used to convince her. It was Dec 20th 2011, for a simple reason we had a fight, She called me to a place near my house, made a big scene on the road and threw my proposal ring on my face, I had gifted her on her birthday, Which had almost cost me my one month salary. I did approach her after that and asked for sorry. She dint agree. After couple of days, I found her Facebook status changed, saw new pictures of her with new friends in night parties and beaches. I still love her and will always do for the best times I spent with her but will never go back to her nor will I forgive her. I am alone now. The last message she texts me saying SHE IS HAPPY WITHOUT ME!!!
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Comments
Post a Comment02 Oct, 2012 06:36 PM
soooooooo sad yaaar mere 7 b kch aisa hua tha bt just let her go man n njoy ur job n lyf....when she dun care for u soo y u do???
03 Oct, 2012 02:24 PM
When we are in a mutual loving relationship we are constantly transferring our life energy (chi/ ka/qi/prana) to our beloved automatically and more so when we think of them. This is based on the Huna principle: "Energy flows where attention goes". In a balanced relationship this transference of life energy is strong and has equal amounts of incoming and outgoing life energy. This helps both members feel secure and stable in a relationship even if it might be long distance. An unbalanced relationship causes this energetic flow to fall out of sync and results in an uneven distribution of incoming and outgoing life energy. This is why we may feel insecure, needy or clingy in a relationship even when there might not be a real reason behind it. The likely cause for this is because you stopped being your ex's main attention point in life and your ex didn't allow energy to flow back to you. Your ex might have had some other priorities (new job, changes in family, moving to a new city) and this lack of incoming energy is what causes one to become needy, anxious, unsettled and insecure in a relationship. But now that you have been told that you won't be able to continue your relationship with your beloved there is a conflict in mind and When we are in a mutual loving relationship we are constantly transferring our life energy (chi/ ka/qi/prana) to our beloved automatically and more so when we think of them. This is based on the Huna principle: "Energy flows where attention goes". In a balanced relationship this transference of life energy is strong and has equal amounts of incoming and outgoing life energy. This helps both members feel secure and stable in a relationship even if it might be long distance. An unbalanced relationship causes this energetic flow to fall out of sync and results in an uneven distribution of incoming and outgoing life energy. This is why we may feel insecure, needy or clingy in a relationship even when there might not be a real reason behind it. The likely cause for this is because you stopped being your ex's main attention point in life and your ex didn't allow energy to flow back to you. Your ex might have had some other priorities (new job, changes in family, moving to a new city) and this lack of incoming energy is what causes one to become needy, anxious, unsettled and insecure in a relationship. But now that you have been told that you won't be able to continue your relationship with your beloved there is a conflict in mind and heart. You are still transferring life energy to your beloved automatically by thinking of them(you do love them after all!) but this is resulting in an inner conflict as you know you should stop. Your heart chakra is wide open and your mind now knows that you won't be getting any more incoming energy back from your beloved but your energetic body is still expecting it. This is why there is a great need to focus your energy on other aspects of life to balance your outgoing energy to something that will require your complete focusheart. You are still transferring life energy to your beloved automatically by thinking of them(you do love them after all!) but this is resulting in an inner conflict as you know you should stop. Your heart chakra is wide open and your mind now knows that you won't be getting any more incoming energy back from your beloved but your energetic body is still expecting it. This is why there is a great need to focus your energy on other aspects of life to balance your outgoing energy to something that will require your complete focus.
03 Oct, 2012 08:53 PM
Oh im really sorry 4u ... Is she with someone else now? Why did she so? ... Ur experience was sad but im sure ull be right n find a better&suitable case.
04 Oct, 2012 03:25 AM
thats sad..is it true though?
04 Oct, 2012 04:04 AM
thats like really sad..is it true though?
07 Oct, 2012 05:12 AM
Apologize. Even though it was not your fault, the guy always ends up apolgizing. If you want her back, apologize.
07 Oct, 2012 12:25 PM
she is so stoopid!!!
07 Oct, 2012 05:30 PM
really a very sad n heart touching...story..m feeling bad 4 u..but it does'n means that all d girls are of same nature
07 Oct, 2012 10:32 PM
So sad bro...........girls hoti aise hain
08 Oct, 2012 08:07 AM
So sad, bt i don't blm the girl, cz fghtin is nt abtr way 2 sttle problem.
09 Oct, 2012 02:22 PM
pfff don't worry put in ur mind that she was and will never deserve you u have a pure heart and she doesn't so ! keep going and i know that u will find a girl who is much purer than her ^^
11 Oct, 2012 05:51 PM
Man...i feel sad for ur ex...she jst ruin her happiness...i bet u she will never fine a boy fren like u...n in her latter life she will miss u badly...bt only if u enjoy ur life being ignorin her
13 Oct, 2012 06:32 AM
Sorry it's so sad which happened to him but he have to move on to anew life and forgiveness to her!!
13 Oct, 2012 08:25 PM
brother don't lose hope everything happens for a good reason !
14 Oct, 2012 12:46 PM
It probably hurts like hell but a year from now you'll realize - your break up was a best thing ever. She didn't love you. She loved the attention and the pampering. it wasn't love. It hurts but life is tough. Roll with the punches!
14 Oct, 2012 04:12 PM
so sad love always give tears,lonless
29 Oct, 2012 10:19 AM
Yaaar!!!!!! I pity you Buddy!!!! If from your narrating what u were tryin to express was true!!!!! You certainly got no problem....coz....U just made your life better from avoiding a life full of apologizing!!!!!!!!!! May god be with you!!!