I Cant Walk Away

Scarlett

"Just walk away!!," the words darted right out of his mouth. "Its not that hard, just walk away from me!" I knew it wasn't hard, walking away, that's the easy part. It wasn't walking away I was scared of, its the fact of knowing if I walked away you wouldn't come after me and that's what hurt the most.

Tears started flowing down my face, just hold me right now, I cant take this. I never thought I would lose the one that meant everything to me, the one I gave my heart to, the one I shared everything with. After everything we had to go through you're gonna tell me to walk away and forget. You were never a part of me life. It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. My whole life changed because of you, we had it all and you ruined it. How can you walk away from someone you say you love, break someones heart over someone else. And when you're in a relationship with her you try to talk to me and tell me you still love me. You're Sorry? Don't forget me? Remind me of every good moment we had together while I'm sitting here listening and knowing that your'e not even mine anymore.

But somehow the biggest smile sneeks onto my face and you give me that warm feeling inside I use to get when we first meet. My hearts racing but the thought of you and her sets in my mind. I keep telling myself next time I won't give in, you're not mine, your her. You don't know how strong my weakness is Or how much it hurts me. Cause when you say it's over with her, I want to believe it's true. So I let you in, knowing tomorrow I'm gonna wake up missing you. You promised. You keep telling me to move on, your so in love with her. what about me? Whats she have that I don't?

"My heart", he replied. Those words sent chills all over my body. I fell so deep in love with this boy who didn't even give a care in the world about me and now his lips are kissing someone else, hes giving my kisses away. time doesn't heal, another day is another day without him. My hand fit perfectly with yours, like a puzzle and now ill never get to hold your hand again. I never knew that kiss was gonna be the last kiss i ever got from you </3 "i just..cant help myself, my heart wants you, I love you and only you. how can I move on when I'm still in love with you."

The saddest thing is that no matter what you do to me or how bad you hurt me I'll always be here for you and there's no doubt in my mind I wouldn't take you back in a heart beat.