no matter what

forget her! i think that its better4u.

you know what.. Ive been in the same situation you are.. And i dont mean 2 be rude but with a best friend.. You will just loose the friendship that you have if you tell her... Sometimes u just have to become hardcore to deal with soft situations...

I've been in the same situation, but she's not my best friend. In fact, we hardly know each other. I've seen her a thousand times ever since we were in middle school; classes, cafeteria, library, corridors, stairs, etc.. We'd joined the same clubs when we were little but I didn't spare even a glance at her. She's someone I know by name, but not someone I know.

Right now, as I'm typing this, I'm very much in love with this girl. At our last year of high school, I started noticing her and the little things she does everyday. I'd notice the way she walks, the way she flips her hair, the burning passion in her eyes when she reads. It's all very enchanting, loving her. I stalked her on social websites and keep track of her daily life. I find information about her and store them in my heart. There was one time when I knew something about her that everyone, including her best friends, didn't. I felt so happy but I did not reveal her secret. I just keep it to myself.

I'm a very cheerful person, and I interact a lot. I always feel uncomfortable around her because I want to be my best when I'm with her, and I am usually quiet. I'd just observe her like an FBI agent whenever I'm around her. Yeah, I know I sound like a creep but being in love is... like that. There's a hot guy in my school who had liked her for a few years now, but she'd turned him down, saying her parents didn't want her to be in a relationship at this time. Deep down, I know she likes him because I'd notice her stealing glances at him or writing his name on her papers. I feel so jealous that sometimes I keep reminding myself that he's the one she likes, and I'm just a nobody. I can only just keep my distance and love her from faraway. If I told her the truth, she'd just hate me for the rest of her life and that'd suck. A lot. It's just best to keep my distance and not tell anyone my little secret.

So, our last year in high school together. We'll be separated next year, she'll go to one of the top higher institutions (she's smart) and she'll meet lots of smart boys and smart girls. I'll go to another college and probably never see her again. I can only just check her out every day in Facebook and Twitter just to know what she's been doing. I know that perhaps one day, I'll get to see her wedding photos and husband. It hurts, it really hurts, but I've learned not to be selfish. She deserves happiness and I certainly do not deserve someone like her. One day, she's going to meet a man whom she loves, marry him and have children with him. Twenty years from now, perhaps she'd have forgotten me or my name, but I swear I'll never forget her. She's so special to me, and she's the person whom I had deeply loved. I just want to wish her happiness, and although I'm not the reason behind her smile and happiness, I'll be glad if someone else can take my place and make her happy.

I feel you, life is just stuck in one place and never go where we wish it move, even just a little bit.

Hello.....
I also love a girl and she loved me....but she started dating a guy and leave me ....she knows that how much I love her and how much I'm mad about her ......