Journey to destiny

anamika

I was on the verge of destruction... totally shattered after the heart break by my husband.... then I met my almighty.....I met a friend of mine..... we met at the juncture when he also was deprived by his god.... He was also dumped by his girl friend..... who dumped him and sailed oceans far with her husband.... we were the sailors of the same ship.... we came close.... used to chat long time in the nights..... he used to visit my place.... me,my husband and he were very good friends.... we used to party late night very often.... it was a matter of one night..... my husband went to sleep earlier as he was over drunk..... and we were also drunk.... I was lying down on his lap as he was sitting on the sofa.... for the first time he touched me.... we kissed each other... first time he whispered ... I Miss You.... I can never forget those words.... we were in the arms of each other.... I asked him to switch off the blue lights.... then all of a sudden my husband woke up and took me in the room....

Then he started visiting us frequently.... One night he visited my place but it was too late for him to leave as my landlord closed the main exit door... He stayed over night.... We were alone as my husband has night shifts.... we came close and for the first time had sex.... he asked me that - " r u sure".... I replied yes... that day and today I didn't have sex with any other, but now after three long years of our relation, he is having an affair with another girl.... even he had sex with me after having relation with another girl... Still I don't regret what I did... Coz
I loved someone..... I trusted someone... Even I
conceived his child.... I had a miscarriage..... I was alone on that bed when I was abortion ed.... as we met, he asked me about the charges and said that he was supposed to be with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was crying and he asked me the reason... why you are crying???? He could never understand the reason..... We were never committed but we shared a relation of three long years....


what is love???????? everyone asks..... but no one knows what exactly is love.... this is just 10 percent of my life what I have shared.....

Life is more explanatory than what we actually explain...

to be Continued............