Crushed

EpicAngy

THIS IS FROM MY FRIEND'S VIEWPOINT...

Hey..my name is Michelle, people call me Michie. But I'm not here to tell you about my name. I think crushes are stupid. I really do,love to me sounds like a painful threat. I never wanna get involved. Its just that I thought I found my prince charming, his name was Kim. He loved to skateboard, just like I did. He made me cry once but he also used to made me laugh, it was weird and stupid at the same time.
I was getting paranoid about whether he liked me or not..

So,the next day I tried to talk to him.He's always teasing me,but we weren't exactly best friends.You see our parents and other families get together to just chillax and party you know and talk about the community. Our families have been doing that for like four years. So me and Kim get to hang out, but like I said we weren't best friends. Over the years I wish I could tell him that I had a crush on him, I always tell my friends about him. One of them was Angy, she was like my sister, paying attention to what I say. Even though she's really weird and hyper.

I had a crush on him so bad. I changed. I use to wear these baggy clothes that Angy was in love with and then she noticed that I became from "goth to girly" I did all that for a guy who doesn't even notice me. I wore skirts and stuff and all he did was ignore me and he stopped talking to me. I started taking these love testers and quizzes online to see if he liked me, but still Angy was by my side to support me.I heard he had a crush on some girl named Alexandria. I felt stupid,and was really frustrated.

Once again a stupid meeting was held. I struggled to say hi, Not knowing it was his last day all I could do was stare at him while he was playing temple run or texting some school buddies, how my heart ached for him. I tried dropping hints with body language. But turned out he was too much of an idiot to notice. I wish he would recognize me. And then Kim,had to move for NYC, when I heard I cried so bad, I was depressed for a whole two months. Still,I wanted to tell him how much I liked him,so I was gonna tell him on Facebook, until I heard he had found a girlfriend in New York. I was so shocked and cried. I went all this way for a guy who had no feelings for me,but you know what,He doesn't deserve me.

Finally I admitted my feelings for him on Facebook.Yet he never replied...I was so upset.I HATE THESE FEELINGS,when you like someone and they don't like you back,he was a stupid idiotic guy,I was blinded to notice that he was mean,to the community and humanity, all he could do is sit there like a slob lay down his whole stupid life on his phone, playing temple run or texting his stupid buddies whom he got suspended with,he hated kids and he hated me.

No words can express how stupid Kim is,he doesn't deserve me,he hardly deserves any girl at all, the fact he cheated on them, and played them like monopoly, he had around seven girls and look at him now, I hope he doesn't treat his girlfriend like a pet or a slob, because she deserves better, he's such a poser. Even though he hurt me,I moved on,
No wonder how stupid or retarded Kim can be,I will learn to never lose faith in life, but more importantly myself.

Never go this way for a guy. Don't cry and beg for them, let them beg and cry for you.Inside I am beautiful even though my insecurities attack. All I know is that I am sick of crying..


-To Michelle from Angy