Abandoned

Megan

My story starts online in March. No it is not the smartest way to meet someone but I didn't mean for it to happen. I met him and from the start we were both hooked. He lived across the country from me. But he moved to the state I was in. I only saw him once in the four months that he was there due to the fact that his multiple jobs were so demanding. The beginning of July he moved back because his cancer was back and his doctors were back home. I started to plan to move to be with him because of how in love we were and we were planning to spend our lives together. Well we decided that I should fly over for a week and look at apartments, jobs, etc.

I left in the middle of July on a Saturday. I got there Saturday night. Sunday we were fine, Monday we seemed to be fine and than early Tuesday he woke up and told me that he was going to go pick up his mom (she had been in the hospital) and would be back later. Well he never came back. He abandoned me in a half paid hotel with nothing. No money, no food and no way to get around. I waited and waited for him. I knew he was alive though because he would send me a text every so often. My mom eventually found me a nicer hotel closer to the airport. Thursday afternoon I asked him for a ride to the new hotel. He agreed. Friday morning I waited again. And he never showed. I ended up bumming a few bucks from the people at the front desk at a hotel and took a few buses and a train to the new hotel. He never texted me or called me. It has been about two weeks since. I was supposed to be moving this weekend to be with him. It has been two weeks and I still haven't heard anything! There is no excuse for what he did. None!! He abandoned me in a city I didn't know with nothing. He left me broken hearted. I don't think he even cares. I have been in a daze ever since and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to feel, what to think or even what to do. I'm just going through the motions of life. I don't even feel like I'm living right now. I know I will get through this but right now....it just all seems too hard.