I Thought People Cared

Yeah, you should defiantly listen to Linkin Park, when I'm upset I like to listen to them and I like to sing alone to the raps. I wasn't very happy last year cos I liked this boy and I thought he liked me but them he told someone else they liked them. Keep up the skating and I hope you see your love soon xxx

thats like my life

hey i go through the same thing every day and trust me it will get better i promise :) if you ever want to talk i am here my email is wallacem48@gmail.com

Hey, i guess everyone is right here, im an indian and i can tell you i hv been thru worse...this is nothin doll, just hang in there, and tell you what? suicide is NOT an option. Only cowards attempt suicide, be brave, i hv been thru such a stage when i also attempted suicide, no1 is perfect and at that time i thot that was the best thing to do, but now when i look back, im glad i didnt, my experiences hav taught me alot and so today i am able to encourage you.

You know everthing happens in life for a reason, this is a test and its purpose is to make u grow into a confident & brave woman in future who doesnt hv to have ppl around in order to njoy life, u just do what u like best and njoy it to the fullest, everyone will get attracted to you bcz u are confident in yourself otherwise they will kip a distance thinkin ur a freak and cant do anything without someone by your side.

Im with you and my prayers will b wid u always, if anyone of u nids to tok or share ur probs, im just an email away.... priyasami0@gmail.com.

God Bless

mainly i read this story a lot cause i went and am still going through the same problems you have. The way i choose to solve my problems was by waiting till I'm 18 and i can leave this place. I still have to wait a pretty long time till that can happen but i want to ask you one question, how are you gonna deal with your problems? Everyone says to just live with it and suck it up but exactly what do you want to do? If you were truly alone and had no help, how would you deal with your problems and suicide doesn't count as an answer.

nice answer Katie but the thing is even if you say it isn't your life, it still is a part of you and you cant forget it because even the worst parts in someones life like being abused or bullied everyday when they were young is still a part of them. I will be leaving my home when i turn 18( sadly still 15) but i will be back to visit my brothers, cousins, and friends that were a part of my life. Also people that say violence isn't the are terribly wrong. I managed to take down all my bullies and just people i hated who would mess with me and now they don't bother me. So why not try to sucker punch your brother were it hurts then run like crazy to safety.

Thanks to everyone for the kind words of comfort and great advice! I'll be sure to use it! Also, I have given up on suicide long ago because I figured I don't wanna stop doing the things that I love. Thanks to everyone again! You are the best people in the world! <3

Wait a sec so your cat from here story, it actually took me a while to notice now i feel stupid -_-

be brave, and try to make new frens and just forget about ur old fren. don't have pity on others

I understand what your have written, your feeling scream to the reader. Life is so hard and being alone, even when the room your in has people is the most awful. Being alone though can also be a magic of its own, you'll see things in a different light. Don't give up no matter what, keep going on.

You remind me of myself, it seemed like in elementary school life seemed perfect. But then when I started 6th grade, everybody just lost interest in real friendship, and guess what, I am also a good student, and everybody just tries to use me, like do their homework or other stuff...but I know that I am who I am and I am proud of me, I feel like I have gone crazy, but what I know for sure that the world has gone crazy. People treat you Pike that because they can feel that you are special, and they want to be like you. So from now o. I be strong, don't listen to what others tell you. Now, I also have no friends,.I sit alone at lunch, and I nearly talk to others. But I know that they are loosing a chance for a good friend. If my mom wouldn't be so supportive to me, I think I would of committed suicide a long time ago. So if you want to talk to someone just email me at kuzneelena@yahoo.com

I cried after read your story. Yeah, everyone definitely can't stand loneliness actually. They need to be understood. Human have feelings, and they will eventually feel that kind of feelings: disappointed, hatred, malice, guilty, anger, pissed, sadness, warmth, awkward, anxious, love, broken heart, etc.. It's only about different cases and measurements. No matter how harder someone else's life, we tend to think that nobody cares and they can't understand us completely. I went through things too, just like others. I get dumped, I feel lonely, I don't like my ignorant and judging family, I always have fights with my bro, I get bullied at school because of my kindness. But I keep on going anyway, searching for friends? for real friends? even myself? they keep coming and going so in my heart remains scars. somehow, Im sick of it, this sickening life. I can't stand if it's about others life..but mine? I dont think that I'm even living in this world. But yea, I've never tried to cut my wrist and suicide, and never will, because it would be a cowardly step of me as a human. If I die, would it be such a waste of a borne? cause there are people out there who wanted to life more longer. If only I could give my life to them so it wouldn't be such a waste of life. But nevertheless, I think it's now my turn to take a choice to move on and see that a great future awaits me too, just like you too guys, I believe. Even the world may breaks my heart with its fragility, I still can move on all by myself. I create, the one who can create myself is me, the one who create my surroundings and my feelings is me, build up myself, picking up those broken pieces of my heart come back and united again, don't care how many times it will. who can ever do that if everyone's leaving all by themselves? But still, I would accept love, care from everyone, and give them as much as I can even strangers, because I do believe that there aren't really any useless existence in this world.

Sorry for the super long comment,
I just passed by and touched by your story,
I've read that you are feeling better,
and that makes me relieved :)
keep on having a better life, Alex~

if you feel lonely--my Physics teacher said--just think that there are so many bacteria and particles around us, they are there to keep ourselves cheer up!

and btw, Im a 10th grader too
:D

:( this made me cry because its like my life but a bit different

It's really sad.. and I'm so sorry you've been through all this.. nd I kinda am like you.. I cut and stuff.. im really lonely.. I hear my friends talking a bout me when I'm eating alone.. but I just ignore it. it sometimes helps me.. you all should try this. just eat. listen to music. and try to have fun. just smile c: don't ever ever and ever be sad. :D

ur not the only one who feels this way.i might be still young but i feel alone[always aloe]im not stupid but i feel like i am my friend dont even realize im there im just a kid who is lost in the shadows with nothing and no one

Omg I am so sorry, I am going through most the things that you are, I hate my life most of the time, I always think, "do i belong in this world at all?" I just play online games to meet new friends but all I get is alot of hate for just being myself, I have never cut myself though, i consider it alot. I always get bullied at school and online. I feel like nobody is there for me. I was always the happy kid in K-3, but now i am almost the saddest kid ever. Bullying does hurt both the victim and the bully. It breaks their spirit. I know most people just say that their getting bullied by somebody just bullying them for 1 day then they are nice the next but that's not the case. If your getting bullied everyday like me then you would actully realize that is does hurt. -From a victim

Sweet heart I know that you have no idea who I am but, if you call me I will always try ny hardest to make you feel better.
Omg u setiously do have aloy of f***ed up b''''es at yout school. So please call mr I am here for you and I will listen to you

but those a**holes in your school you can teach them a lesson and you don't have to be evil just believe in yourself if none of them is your friend none of them deserves you trust me in this just believe in yourself you have a life you have your options you have so many way to live this life happy it's just needs one thing from you and it's patience ! :) just smile no matter what and add me on facebook (markus qudimat) if you need a friend online or someone who listens

This is alot like My life except for the swimming part. ):

wow .. i've been there .. it sucks to be alone .. we can be friends! follow me on twitter (@whitelicorice22) :) i'm sure we'll be close somehow:)

very hart touching

hey i am so sorry i went through much of the same stuff so much in fact that cps relocated me if you need to talk shot me a email at

Dear Girl,
No one in this universe is a Trash. Everybody is a creation of God and respecting the statement we could say that God doesn't create waste. Whatever has happended, try to forget it and move on. Try to interact with loads of people. Stop yourself for helping people and taking you for granted. Enjoy life as it comes only once .:-) Contact me .

I Cant Do This Anymore