The Battle Against Love.

anonymous

On this day 2 years before I wrote a story. A true story which changed my life. " 7th April The Day that changed my life " on this very site. Thank you guys for your lovely comment and likes. I appreciate you from the bottom of my heart. And those who haven't read it you still can read it by searching the name. So You wanna know What happened when my love Dumped me?????

Its was my 12th standard Starting when the girl dumped me. The same girl who still used to sit in my class beside me. Imagine a story. I show you the most beautiful thing in the world. You ask me Can I have it? and I say No you cant but still I keep it side you and not letting you touch the master piece. What will you feel?? Anger , Frustrated, or loser? I felt all of it when for the whole year I sat beside her but still miles away from her. I felt frustrated. How can someone be so cruel to say No. I changed myself for her. I did everything that a BOY could do for Her. The hard works I had put....What did it earn me?? I had everything but still I felt empty. Life had a cruel way of saying me "f**k off".

Does it ends here. Why the feeling are not like cellphone contacts if you don't want to have it just delete it from the contacts. But then feelings are feelings . A power which can change a person. I felt frustrated and I was a burning volcano from inside. Yes I was. A volcano which if erupts can destroy many things. And it did erupt and destroyed the bond of friendship. We sat beside each other daily for 6 hrs but still we didn't talk to each other. I couldn't talk to her. This was the punishment I gave myself for loving her by just keeping her away from myself. It was a fight between the brain and the heart where the heart had lost the battle and became a slave of the brain. And time went on and we didn't talk. Around 3 months I didn't talk to her. I couldn't have a eye contact with her. Each time I see her in her eye I see a image of a person who was a loser.

I felt frustrated and burning in anger. My studies had gone to all time lowest. I couldn't concentrate on studies... And for whom to study ...the one for whom I had studies just said me how can she trust me?? She can't say a yes to me. So for whom I will study ..? I didn't feel like seeing the book. Life had changed from heaven to hell. All the things were going away from me sliding through my hands just like the sand. May god never let any one face whose days. Things were going bad and then worst. But I never gave up on anything in my life. Some people started doubting my potentials. They said I was just a spark which could never turn into a fire. All said that I couldn't study anymore. I would do bad in my exams. These criticism just gave the motivation to me to study. And it was more then motivation. I did good in my exams. Got into the best college of my country. Choose the one of the most toughest courses in world. and still pursuing it. So what did happen to my love life. ??

Yes I again fell in love and break my heart again. Yes the life cheated me with a mirage this time. Yes you read it write MIRAGE. You will eventually come to know what it is. As I told you I went to the best college of my country. And pursued one of the toughest course. When I was undergoing Tution for my professional Exams I saw a girl. A girl who was simple and down to earth. A girl which could win anyone with her innocent face. The innocent face. Man she could stop the devil himself from doing wrong things with her innocent face. But at the starting I controlled myself not to fall for her. I couldn't take the risk of breaking my heart again. I didn't wanted to see the dark days again. I was fearing love. Because not everything you want you get it. Life had taught me this. A lesson that I have learned from the heart. So I didn't fell for her in the starting. But can anyone escape love ?? Can you checkmate love? No !! No one can do it. And I wasn't an exception. But yes it took love long time to checkmate me. I gave love hell of a fight just to lose it in the end. In the starting we used to go to our tutions together . Enjoying the travel time. Leg pulling each other. I used to love to see her eyes. I kinda got attracted through her eyes. She was not as tall as I was. But who cared?? She was simple and fragile. A girl who didn't watch movie. A girl who didn't like to go for shopping. Her best friends were music and books. She could read novels after novel without going out. Live in her own world of imagination. She was a angel which any one would want to get. And it went on. Enjoying the travel time and flying around.

One day I was talking to her on Facebook. I suddenly felt I should ask her for her cell number. And I did ask her. Will she give me ??? Why would she give ??? she can get better than me any day.......But Yes she gave me. Lol magic happened ;) And did I mention she doesn't like messaging anyone. Just opposite of me , Who like to chat on message all day. So how did things turn out to be?? LOL !! So our tutions ended and the number of meeting got reduced. Talking also got reduced. once a week or twice a week and that too on Facebook. She didn't liked to talk on sms. Things were going low slowly. But twist are always there in life. And again I wasn't exception to it. We filled up form for our professional training course together. A course which will last 25 days and we have to go daily. And here we were meeting daily again and going around again. Luck was playing his part again in my life. One day she was late in the morning and she was sent back home. And it was my luckiest day. What happened next was just mystery I couldn't solve.

I texted her where are you ? and the reply was " home they send me back as I was late". And we were texting each other whole day. Yes Messaging each other. I didn't know what had happened. But she was texting me whole day and I was replying back whole day. It was free for me to message as I had my tariff plans . But she spend around 150 buks to talk to me and that too on message. I couldn't find any reason for her doing that for me. But still was enjoying the flow. Next day she was on time and we were playing the "miss call game" where you will give miss call to other person and see if they can pick up the call fast and on time. It was a childish game. But you don't see anything else when you are in love. And now she was starting to message me. Not more just 1 or 2 a day but yes she was messaging me. And on the last day of our training it was raining. And raining quite a lot. There was flood in the city. And that was the day which made me lose to love in the battle. She was not so tall as I said earlier. So I was testing the path ahead of her each time and throwing my hand to her to grab and move ahead. And then the struggle for the transport. Even god didn't wanted us to get separated that day. We were roaming around in the city to get our self to our home. And the rain made it the most romantic environment to hold hands. Man! romance was in the air that day. The day made me fall for her completely.

After that day again we got separated but this time unlike the previous time we were in regular talks. she used to message me and we used to talk. She said me I don't know why I gave you my number that day when you asked me on Facebook. But I gave you. I never gave my number to any guy. Specially to a guy whom I know just from last 2 months. And my reply was " I did the magic on you so you gave me your number" We used to chat normally on messages and Saturday and Sunday we used to chat on Facebook. She didn't talk to anyone or message except me. Still spending 100s of buks daily on that chatting. I took this as a sign of her saying yes to me. To my love but again life had a way of bluffing me with its trick. I was living a mirage.......... Thank you guys for reading it till here .........You will get How the life cheated me again in the next part..........cya till then.
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