Life Is Cruel But learn to deal with it

Allie

I'm a shy quite Girl so when I met my ex boyfriend in high school I was scared of the possibility that we would never work. 3 years later we were still together and happy after high school we were still together for about a year. We broke up because I walked in on him with one of our friends and I could never forgive him so I had to say goodbye and move on with my life. I kept busy with school and work I lived with two of my best friends who were there for me. I was single for two and half of years had no hook up I just forces on me and my career.

My best friend Alyssa was getting married and I felt like she need a getaway before her wedding so Alyssa, Ashley, and myself took a trip to Hawaii. We had a great time until One day we were sitting at a bar and grill and these two men walk in. One was super cute and the other was okay. We came to find out the cute one was watching me when I went to the bar to pick up our drinks and when I walked back he watched me walk back to our seat. My friends were going crazy telling me that he was checking me out and all that good stuff while they are telling me these, the other guy walked up to table to introduce himself. His name was Daniel and we said hello then he told us that his friend was hoping to talk to us girls. Alyssa of course made it clear that she was getting married and Ashley had a boyfriend, Daniel said "No worries he was hoping to talk to you and he pointed to me. And before I could say anything Alyssa said she would love to talk to him and I wasn't going to be rude so I agreed to it. His friend came over and introduced himself his name was Alex.

We ended up hitting it off an hang out that night at the club but the club really wasn't our scene so we went for a walk on the beach and just hang out for the night as friends getting to know each other. By the end of the trip we had agreed not to see other people so we spent the next couple of months texting,talking,skyping and just getting to know each other, we ended up being so in love with each other. I went to Hawaii for six months and it was just wonderful.

After being together for almost 2 years I got a phone call at school from Alyssa asking me if I had heard from Alex and I said no. And she told me that He had something to tell me and if he doesn't tell me then I will. So I called Alex and asked him what was going on and he didn't understand so I told him about the phone call with Alyssa and he still didn't have no idea what I was talking about. So I called Alyssa about and told her she was so mad. So she said F it and told me that she found out. Alex cheated on me and got other girl pregnant I was like wtf so I called him back and gave him a chance to explain and he just shut me out and kept saying sorry. I once again had been cheated on and had no choice but to leave him. Well today I found out that I'm 3 months pregnant and he has no idea.

This is going to sound bad but I don't know if I'm going to tell him because I feel like he has chosen his family and it wasn't mine. I really know how to pick them huh? Well I guess my life is just complicated!