Teenager's horrible life

Sabrina

There was a family with two kids. A girl of 14 and a boy of 9. He hated her sister for ignoring him. But inside he was loving her. He was ready to do anything for her. Every time he was going to see her in her room, she always had a bad comment to tell him. He was sad that her sister wouldn't let him enter in his room and play with him. Sometimes he wished only he could sat on her bed and watch her in her room. He wouldn't do anything bad to come back an other time... But it never happened.

The girl had her owns reasons. She was bullied at school and her dad was abusing her. She felt terrible inside. She wanted to protect her little brother from all what she called "the horrible world of adults". She was having dark ideas. Letters were everywhere in her room. That's why she didn't want her little brother to come in. She didn't want him to know it was maybe the last day he's gonna see her. She wanted to commit suicide. She never opened up. She was scared to lose her one and only friend. She didn't told her she was getting abused. When she was going to school the next morning. She was still thinking to her dad knocking at her room door. She must opened the door and be quiet or he would make her pay harder the next day. She had difficulties to concentrate at school. Her mom wasn't at home often to help her or even to talk. 

She was completely alone in her horrible world. No one to help her. Her friend never knew she was going through that. One day after school, she finished her last letter to her little brother. At the end she wrote those couples of lines with tears in her eyes :

"I'm sorry to leave you in a such of situation. You are a boy and you have to be strong and don't let anyone hurt you. I didn't success to do it and that's why i'm leaving... Take care of our Mother and protect her carefully.... I love you little brother. I'll be your guardian angel."

She took the letters and put them on her bed. There was one for her brother, her mother and her friend. When she heard knocking softly at her door she hid them under her pillow and opened the door. Her dad was there. After her sad night, her dad left. She put back on her clothes and dried her tears she had let streaming. She took her rope out of her school bag and tied it around a high stick in her wardrobe. Then climbed on a chair and tied it to her neck. She took a knife and scratches the wall to write "SORRY" to whoever would find her and she jumped down the chair ....

The next morning her little brother knocked at her door "SIS YOU ARE LATE FOR SCHOOL WAKE UP!!" 
But he didn't heard any answers as usual. 

He decided to take a chance and go in her room to wake her. She wasn't there. His intuition guided him to the wardrobe. When he saw her he put his both hands on his mouth as tears was falling down. He walked back. He thought it was impossible he must be in a dream. But sadly it was the truth. Then he saw a piece of paper under her pillow. He took it and his name was written on it. He decided to sit on his bed as he always dreamed about it. He started to read the letter still crying. 

The last words kept repeating in his head : "I love you little brother, I love you little brother , I love you little brother ..."

He never thought she would be able of suicide. Now he regrets to not have told her before that she was an awesome sister even if she was rude sometimes with him. Before leaving the room to go run for the phone, he whispered to the death body hanging in the wardrobe "I LOVE YOU SISTER" ... Then he left running and crying....