That one, thing that meant the most.

Josh

I've been in a long distance relationship for a year. She broke up with me about five months ago. I tried to get back together with her after she dumped me, but she rejected me for about 4 times. She was the first girl to ever reject me. I didn't give up, I still tried. Til one day she tells me that she'd get back with me, but she has to change first. I was so happy, so I told her I was fine with it as long as we'd get back together. We had a an argument a couple of days after, so she told me that we had no chance together and that we should move on. I still didn't give up. I tried and tried, til she said okay. She also said she'll get back with me after she changes. And again, I said I was okay with it.

It turns that she started moving on after we had that argument. She liked this guy named Aaron, whom she thought liked her back. So we were talking someday, I told her I loved her and that she meant the world to me, she told me she felt the same about me. An hour later, she sends me a message saying that she can't do this and I should know where she's coming from and that I shouldn't try to call her or anything, and that I should move on. She blocked me off everywhere, without knowing my reply to her message. I got depressed, sad, angry, mad. I didn't know what to do. I even cried for nights. Then I stopped, and told myself that I'm stronger than that and I should move on. I tried, so I found this girl who goes to the same school I go to. I talked to her a few times and got friends with her. I tried to tell myself that I like her so I could forget about my ex. After 10 days of her blocking me, she suddenly unblocked me and posted a post on some site and sent me a message on there. She said that she did a huge mistake, and that she couldn't forget about me and that she still loves and need me.

So I replied to her saying what was the point of all this. She told me that she's sorry. So I forgave her. I told her that I "Like" that girl. She got all mad about it. And said okay. I dated that girl to get my ex jealous and to move on at the same time. We only lasted for 2 weeks then I broke up with her telling her I still love my ex, she was okay with it and we stayed friends. So me and my ex planed to get back together this summer, when we actually meet. We told each other we loved each other and all. Almost a week ago, her best girl friend told her that her best guy friend likes her. So I asked her about if she liked him back, she said I don't know. Which means a yes. I told her to give him a shot, she told me she didn't want to do that to me, I told her that I'll move on. She said okay. She talked to him, and he told her that he doesn't want to date right now because he's tired of all the drama relationships get.

So she told me she loved me. How in the world would this work? She says she loves me, and likes another guy at the same time? She was willing to date him. I told her to give him a shot because I thought she'd be happy with him, and seeing her happy makes me happy, even if it's not me she's with. I love that girl. With all my heart. I just don't know what to do anymore.