I Let Him Down

RachelThesoulesswoman

Well, it all started in elementary school, his name was Jeffrey, had beautiful long hair. He was neglected, beat and bullied. He liked me in there and I did the same. In high school, we were best of friends, until they started bullying me for Liking him He ignored it blinded by love, I couldn't be hated so I told him something I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THIS!!!!!!!!!!! I told him I liked another guy, I could see the hatred and sadness in Jeff's eyes, he came with scars to school. Teachers nor students cared...

I was still in love with him, even though he did not know that. He invited me to his place and we ended up making out...Word got out somehow and we were in deep shit I could only save myself I couldn't save him so I told him the same lie AGAIN. During the next years He was quiet and soulless. He turned Emo, only wearing black and blue. I knew I was to blame for this. Now you may be saying that he was over reacting, but he wasn't I knew the pain he was feeling It was killing me too, I walked away from him and left whenever he came around, I thought I would die if I didn't talk to him.

So months past to sign, nothing exiting he came to school with scars all over his body, His hair completely back, people bullied him and called him the moon, or some crap, He was pained by this he hated everyone he cut even more He hated life, and everyone in it. Jeff did pray to God for a better life, Jesus must not have liked him, Jeff's life got worst too kids beat him up and he stabbed them back, he was accused of starting the fight and had 3 years in Juvenal...

When he came out he did something terrible Something I wish I could change I let his life drop out of my hands so life, this day is the worst day of my life. So after school he told me to come to his house so I did He took a large knife and stabbed himself I called the ambulance, it was too late I went to his funeral no one else came besides his mom & dad, and his Best friend Dylan. I know I let you down! and by the time you read this the same will have happened to me!