I Loved You

Toshi

Hi, I'm Reyjee Calizar, and this is my story. When I was in High School, I was a problem at my school, they also call me a JOKER, But everything has changed when I saw Erica. She was my classmate, she has been a friend of mine for two years, a good friend. Then one Day at the school when our teacher is explaining something, I moved in at the seat next to her and I told her "I have something to tell you", and she said "Ok, but after the class please". I couldn't wait so I told her "I need to tell you this right now", she replied "Ok..ok! what is it??".Then I said "Erica, I will only ask you this once..Will you say yes if I ask you to be my girlfriend?".She was shocked and couldn't say anything. I didn't speak either after I told that to her..

She was so silent for 15 minutes, eventually she speaks "You know, Reyjee, I've been waiting for you to ask me that". then I was like "ow my! is this real??(mind speaks)". Then she became my girlfriend, we were deeply in love with each other, shared things together for a year until this wise guy showed up..he acts like a real friend to me, he made me trust him, he even made me feel like I'm his best friend...knowing that she's only after my Erica. Then after a month of being my friend, he finally caught the heart of Erica. I really don't know how or what have I done wrong, I even ask myself "Why?, did I made some mistakes?". I was so angry that I couldn't even bare to see what's outside my room. I stayed in my room for a week, thinking and keep on asking myself "Why". I didn't know what's gotten into her mind, I don't know, I feel terrible..She just left me with no reason, cut of our communication, I couldn't ask her why. She doesn't even dare to tell me why did she left me, or even tell what have I done wrong if there's any.

5 years has past since she left me and I still cry when I go to bed. I'm still thinking "WHY". I still hope that she would tell me the reason why she left me so I can move on... Still hoping that she would come back either, I will always accept her no matter what. I will always Love her until I run out of air.