Why?

Jenna

So I was 14 I know how stupid it sounds to be in love at fourteen but that's just how it ended up. He was 17 when I first met him and he was perfect to me. I needed a ride home from school one day and he volunteered to because he had to his friend home that lives near me. So I went with him I was extremely shy and just sat there in the car as he went on and on about the craziest of stories. That's when I knew I liked him he was so funny and tried to get me to talk so many different times I was just to shy and whenever I said something it never came out the way I wanted it to.

So about a week later I needed another ride home and so once again he drives me home and gives me his number so I can call him or text him if I need a ride or anything. So after about fifteen minutes I grabbed my phone and texted him and we clicked like that we texted all night long and all day. I loved texting him he would tell me adventures and stuff he had gone on and all I could help but do was sit and listen. One day he texted me asking if I liked him and Of course I texted back "yes..." he said ok then changed the subject. I thought I had just ruined our friendship but I played off thinking he was just curious. The next day at school I saw him and he walked up to me and asked me of I would go out with him I was in shock and said yes he looked down at me and kissed me. He was my first kiss. After that we became close and hung out a bunch. Everyday we saw each other in the halls and would talk til the bell was about to ring for being late. And I loved him and I was falling for him.

A week before homecoming he suddenly texted me talking about how his parents found of our age difference and said we had to break up because his parents were cops. I couldn't believe it I was crushed but I said ok. The next day one of my friends came up to me and told me he was dating some other chick named Angel. I wanted to cry I felt betrayed in every way possible. So I just went on with my life crying myself to sleep every night. Until homecoming when he texted me saying he wanted me back and how he only wanted me. And I believed him til he showed up with her. I ran away from him the whole dance until he finally found me and I blew up at him about how he was spreading rumors about me and how he was lying to me. He apologized and explained that he had broken up with angel and all he wanted to was me. I was stupid to believe him but I was still in love with him.

So we dated again but this all my friends hated him and didn't like me because I was dating him but I couldn't help it I was in love with him so then day after day my friends would proceed to tell me how screwed up my relationship was and how I should just break up with him but I loved him...

Then one day as I was getting on the bus to leave I gave him a kiss and there was lip gloss on his lips and he had just been with angel. So I kept it to myself but in side I was completely crushed how could he? But I still loved him and couldn't let him go. Then he went on trip and I missed him so much but when he got back he didn't seem happy to see me at all and all my friends were talking about how he was talkin about other girls on the trip. That was the end in my heart the pain went through my body making me feel like I had no heart at all so I went home and cried the whole afternoon not feeling good enough for anyone. Then I talked to him and told him about how I felt and he said it would probably be best if we broke up since i'm 18 now And your 14. I friend and couldn't stop I texted ok but my heart had been torn of and stomped on and all I wanted to do was die and that is where I am at now I just can't stop loving him but he acts like such a douche sometimes.