Who cares
Sonia Blade
09 Dec, 2012 05:23 PM
Hi. Have you ever had that feeling that one day you're on top of the world? That you don't care what anyone says? Well I never ever ever had that feeling. I have always felt like nothing and nobody cares about me in the world. But who cares right?
Always been the one who follows not leads. Always have to follow 'popular people' around and let them pick on me tell them I'm ugly and don't matter to the world.
But who cares right? Even my family makes me feel like that. Be that one girl that puts a smile on her face every day and makes it look like shes having fun. I've never dated anyone, no one thinks I'm pretty. But who cares?
Maybe if people start to get to now me they'll know I'm smart, I'm funny, and I'm nice. But no body gives me a chance.But who cares right.
Never had a father to lean on. No one to talk to. Have more brothers than sisters. Family hates me. I'm too ugly to have a date. It's very lonely.But who cares right? I surly don't care. My family doesn't. I'm just going to go to school and be that person to get pick on for being to smart and nerdy.But who cares right?
I sing good but I get picked on around the house for being bad so I've never sung in front of a crowd. I know I'm not perfect. And I know my life ins't perfect. But who cares right?
Nobody knows the real me. Nobody even bothers to ask me 'how I'm doing or if I want to go the the movies' because no body cares about me. I'm too shy and ugly.
But who cares right? People have made me feel useless to the world. I know I'm useless. I've never cut or planned on doing it even though my life is terrible.
But who cares right?
I could just die right now and nobody could care. I don't have many friends. I mean even if I did they don't care about me. Because I mean no one knows me. No one cares to get to know me.But who cares right?
You just probably going to read this and then going onto the next page and that's fine I guess. I doesn't matter. I'm just a useless little girl. I don't want you to think I'm awesome and I should think about this cause I've heard it all before. I mean I wish I could help around this world but how? I just sit around waiting for a phone call that's never going to come.
But who cares right?
I'm sorry for ranting on.
But who care right...
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Comments
Post a Comment03 Mar, 2013 09:54 PM
I know exactly how you feel I'm going through the same thing as you. But don't let anybody get to u just ignore them that's what I do and even tough it feels like nobody cares about u there's always that one person that does so keep those people close
04 Mar, 2013 04:27 PM
our stories are kind of similar
04 Mar, 2013 08:43 PM
I care
05 Mar, 2013 02:56 AM
You seem to be going through a inferiority complex... first ask yourself... do you care about yourself.. and if you do... what are you doing to put things right... it is easy to say I don't have a perfect life.. nobody does.. you have to make it...
05 Mar, 2013 04:02 AM
I care!!! If you ever need Someone to talk to, I'm here!!!
05 Mar, 2013 07:11 AM
i do care thou i dnt kn u.
05 Mar, 2013 07:28 PM
i care...
06 Mar, 2013 07:40 AM
Dun wry!! I wil b ur fren!! Pls dun b sad!!!
07 Mar, 2013 10:46 PM
u are a package a closed one, maybe it doesn't look beautiful from the outside but from what i've red today believe me i can tell ur beautiful from the inside ... life is short if u keep having those ideas... and it can be long too if u go outside having that real smile !! believe me the start is always the hardest :) just find ur right road !!
08 Mar, 2013 12:08 AM
I feel just like you, its just that life seems meaningless to me now... I'm not going to cut or anything like that because, if i do its not going to make a difference. i don't how I'm going to get out of this rut. sometimes i just cry late at night and nobody cares about me either. my family hates me and i know because my parents tell me all the time and my brother and sister always tell me "why don't you just die, nobody likes you". i try to not care but it gets to you. i don't have many friends either cuz I'm afraid to get close to people cuz iknow they'll just end up hating me too. i just... really... don't know what to do about life anymore.
08 Mar, 2013 03:54 AM
the exact same thing is happening to me
08 Mar, 2013 02:36 PM
Hey, I care and I want to know you just from wat I've read, you must be an amazing girl and nobody has the right to make you feel like that. sometimes family members can be the worst. they dont know how much they destroy a person's self esteem. but don't stop yourself from forming rewarding friendships just because of useless people. you shouldn't also form any friends with anyone just because you don't feel cared for, people love taking advantage of others so i advise you to be careful.
lots of love
Judith
08 Mar, 2013 06:50 PM
we 're both going through the same thing i haven't properly laughted in 2 years and i put on an act only, today i told the school. Two things love, tell someone, a teatcher its a huge wieghted off your shoulders( i did today) and i care.<3
08 Mar, 2013 08:42 PM
Am sori that u r going thru that...am not going thru the same rite now..but i have there before...at 8years..i took poison.i didnt die..unfortunately at e tym...it gets worse...before it gets better...wish i knew u..i dont nid 2 tho to write to you...am here..i promise i will write to you daily without fail...if u nid 2.mirembeantwan@gmail.com....no one cares if thev neva bin ther...i do
09 Mar, 2013 02:34 AM
I Honestly care.... What you need to do, is what makes you happy.... So go in the bathroom, look in that mirror, and say " I'm beautiful no matter what anybody says."
Tell yourself that you love who you are, and you don't want to change, i felt that way once, i did this and i got better, i never put on a fake smile anymore.... You need to open the new door in front of you, take everything you have ever learned, and use it... cause 10 years from now its not going to matter how you looked, what pants you bought, and how many friends you have, its going to matter, about what you learned and how you used it.... Because nobody is ugly, everyone is BEAUTIFUL just because you don't get a boyfriend now doesn't mean you wont get married, those popuar kids, i call them the "Makeups" but those popular kids, are either going to be working for you, or not have a job at all, living at home with their parents, going to get their money when they pass. That's not your future!! I promise your life will have an AMAZING end to it <33
09 Mar, 2013 10:30 PM
thats my storie:'(
10 Mar, 2013 09:40 AM
HEYY... I CARE 4 U, EVEN IF I DONT KNOW U I CARE U...
NEVER EVER THINK UR USELESS OR UGLY... I KNOW UR CUTE & BEAUTIFUL... BEAUTY IS NOT HOW WE LOOK, REAL BEAUTY IS OUR INNER BEAUTY & I'M DAM SURE UR GOOD... I'M ALWAYS THERE 4 U... I'LL B UR FRIEND-A TRUE FRIEND:-)
ALL THE BEST 4 UR BRIGHT FUTURE.............
HAVE A SUCCESSFUL LIFE...............................:-)
10 Mar, 2013 08:13 PM
No you will find someone... And I care
11 Mar, 2013 06:02 AM
icare!!!!
13 Mar, 2013 11:14 PM
I care everybody care ur a pretty outgoing girl
15 Mar, 2013 04:00 AM
Soo sad :c i pity u gurl coz ur so pathetic..!just cut urself & just die..i swear in heven u will be more happy der. :D i'll see u in ur burial c:
21 Mar, 2013 07:53 AM
Hey.. im chloe... just want you to know you could email me at anytime if u wanna talk.. I I really do... understand u... email me at chloepoh0506@gmail.com or add me on facebook www.facebook.com/chloepohjaling.. hope to hear from u soon...
24 Mar, 2013 09:41 AM
I care !
30 Mar, 2013 04:21 AM
I care even though i don't know you. . .let us be friends okay :) looking forward to be you friend . .I want you to know something that beautiful is not from what you looked like but it's comes from your heart. .
17 May, 2013 09:41 AM
I care abt u n JESUS cares abt u a lot,HE is d answer 2 all fundamental issues of life.pray 2 GOD ,pour him ur heart he neva fails.am here 4 u, u can reach me on.soulmateme50@gmail.com.
06 Dec, 2013 11:50 PM
i care im sad too.
29 Nov, 2014 05:51 AM
I pray one day u'll find happiness. To u & those in misery and loneliness. I feel lonely too... That's the reason i accidentally came to this page. But please do not lose hope.