Once Was Love
Jessica
25 Mar, 2013 01:06 AM
When I met him he was my night in shining armor he did everything right he made me proud to call him mine. I thought that what we felt would never change then one day he asked me to marry him, it was a dream coming true. He made me go crazy. He just did everything that I thought no one could ever do for me
My life was wonderfully going right after everything I went through. I knew he was mine he was the one I wanted to spend my life with. But then it all changed. we were taking about having kids and being the happy family getting our own place and living a great life. Then he just started changing.
It all came from him. He didn't wanted a family and all. He wanted to do was play the game. I didn't understand. I thought everything was perfect. Once we moved to north Carolina. It all came. Life ain't the same. My hopes and dreams of becoming a mother is over. All we do is fight and have hateful words to each other. Life ain't good anymore I hate it. What should I do I know he's the one but I don't understand him anymore
He was my hero. I don't know what he is now. I don't know if he's hero or my destroyer what should I do. Do you guys know? I need help....,...... I love him so much I truly do but all he does now is bring me pain. He has changed for the worst. He yells and screams at me. Makes me feel like shit about myself. I have a broken heart but I can't tell him about it because I don't want to hurt him but he hurts me everyday. When I bring up having kids he gets so mad. We live with his mom and dad. we were supposed to have our own place by now. I'm so hurt I cry myself to sleep most nights when he's right there beside me and he don't even wake up. He acts like he don't care. Why should I when I know he's gonna hurt me I feel so lost how should I tell him how I feel. I can't hurt him but when I try to say something he don't even care. He just gets mad at me. He does that a lot now a days I just want to die. help.....
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Comments
Post a Comment05 Jul, 2013 01:02 PM
Its hurtful may be he isnt the one for ur dreams,,try to move on!!
05 Jul, 2013 02:21 PM
You got to let him go for the better... Just until he finds himself again.
08 Jul, 2013 11:04 AM
Hey try finding out whats wrong with him why he's acting like that? If he doesn't tell ask friends or family work mates if they know whats going on with him! Good luck ok and dont kill ur self please its not worth it. :) take care
11 Jul, 2013 03:58 PM
You have to let go
Just like what i did,even if its painful but at least try.
One day he will realise how much you loved him and feel the pain that you felt.
15 Jul, 2013 06:51 PM
Don't worry life will only get better find happiness because obviously he's not the right one just move out and find someone better.
19 Jul, 2013 05:13 PM
Hey at first you try to know that what was the worng with him . You will never leave him , with my exprience oneday he would be understood urself & his fault also . Because there are many problems in humen life . so , don't lose ur selfconfidence . best of luck .
20 Jul, 2013 12:48 AM
Hey listen to me.. just leave him n move on.. most of the time people values the things after they have lost that thing. so may be making this decision of leaving him n you starting your new life make him realize his mistake n may be he turns the same when he was with you before the marriage.. just stay strong n remember you are not his servant :') MOVE ON GIRL !
20 Jul, 2013 05:07 AM
I think u should se a phsychiatrist, not I'm bad way but he/she can help you with wat your dealing through.
They r experts and can help you alot with your depression. Maybe this guy isn't the right for you. No girl should be treated like that for no reason. There must be something goin in with him. Try to find out. Communicate with him. Act like friends then go on if that's wat he needs
22 Jul, 2013 01:43 AM
if he really loves you he wouldnt do that to you. when someone loves somebody they listen tot hem not like your guy treats you. you deserve someone who will listen to you and make you feel happy and safe. not someone who makes you wanna die and makes you crying all the time
25 Jul, 2013 02:28 AM
Thank you all for the help I want things to get better and I know they will I can't give up five years like they was just nothing tho he is my everything he try's so hard to make things better everyone has anger I ain't perfect I know but he is the only one for me he gave me a chance when noone else would he is my world and without him my life would just be a empty hole full of pain and misery
30 Nov, 2013 03:14 AM
I think u should tell him how u feel and ask him what is the problem having kid.Ask him if he want to move on to other girl. You should tell him that u love him very much and tell him that u are making me feel like u don't love me.u should tell him that if he find another girl u have to pick which one if he pick u then that mean he still love u but if he chose the other girl u should leave him and move I know it hard but it time to let someone new in your life maybe that the perfect guy for u. I know this because I had a aunts who had a life like that and I help her but she got hurt more so I went up to him and tell him that if he want to marry my aunts u should listen because she love u very much and u chose over that girl than u are a stupid guy to me and my aunt.