little girl :(
kaylee
03 Aug, 2010 07:28 PMToday is the day my mom and I moved into our new house. It's big but lonely. As i got used to the house i asked mom what day i go to school, and of course she says," Tomorrow morning...WHy"? I didnt answer, instead of answering i just walked away thinking how lonly it's gonna be.* The next day * when mom droped me off, i walked slowly to the front doors. As i entered the classroom the teacher looked at me and said " there's no reason to be nervous... I promise". It didnt help i was still nervous. when i entered everyone was staring at me, i felt like throwing up. As lunch came around everybody left the class room, and as always mom forgets to pack me a lunch. so i just sat in my seat til lunch was over . Then I hear a voice calling my name from the door of the class room,I turn around...it was the coolest boy in school, Coal Willams. An A student and the hottest boy in school. At that time i was thinking "the coolest boy in school is talking 2 me?...no way". then he starts to walk over to my seat, I get nervous. He bends down to my face..then kisses me, right on the lips and walks away. I dont know what to do, It's my first day and I'm already freaking out. *the next morning* I wake up wanting to believe it was all a dream but i can still feel the warmth of his lips against mine. after I sat in my seat he walked in, then all of a sudden I feel a pain in my chest and my face feels warm. Right after class he walks up to me and says "I need to tell you something after class". Then he walks away, So after class we met behind the gym and he tells me that...HE LOVES ME !*two weeks later*After his confession he transferred schools and left me without saying goodbye, and at that moment i start to think " maybe I liked him to ". But it's to late now my first love is gone and there's nothing i can do about it. After that it felt like the darkness was surrounding and all that was left was to accept that its over.* 3 years later * I'm now a middle school student, and i still feel weak and hopeless. Then as I sat in my seat i see a familiar figure walk into the room, It was Coal. After all thses's years he comes back,but with a new girlfriend. :(
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Comments
Post a Comment07 Aug, 2010 06:23 PM
oh, im really sorry! How old are you though? and its ok, i know the feeling when your so called big love comes in with a new gf...well just get a bf and makde him jealous! If you act good enough hell like u again!
30 Mar, 2015 04:20 PM
i am really sorry for you i have the same feeling i now how its feels