Love really does hurt

Rheine Canlas

Well, I was in the 5th grade when I saw him. At first, I didn't mind him because I had another crush on this guy named Peter, who broke my heart. The first time I really noticed Jasper was when he was playing Silent Hill Origins on his PSP, I was really stupid because I said "My brother has that on his PSP. He already finished it." I was so stupid because he didn't even know me! Well, we connected because he found out that I play Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy. We talked and then were kinda like friends. The first time I really knew I liked him was when we were in our P.E class, we were on the same group and Peter (couldn't get over him yet) was on another. When we our group was finished presenting a game, we sat down and watched Peter's group next. He told me "Why did you like Peter?" (The whole batch practically knew that I had a crush on Peter.) I told him "I don't know, maybe because he's cute and kind and charming." He said "Really?" I said "Yeah, but he broke my heart" He said "He's not worth it. You should like other guys instead of him." Then his friend, who was also on our group, said "Someone like Jasper!" Then Jasper said "Shut up!"

That was the start of hell.
I told my best friend, she shouted it to the whole classroom, and Jasper was there! Then our friendship fell apart because she too, has a crush on Jasper. I really loved him. He knew about it and acted as if he didn't know. He actually told me 5 times that he had a crush on somebody else. But the stupid me kept loving him. On the last day of our Periodical Exams, he passed me a letter telling me that i had no chance with him and that he will transfer to another school because of her. I really broke down. Although I didn't show it at school, I cried at home.

I didn't pass Chinese so I had to go to summer school. Unfortunately, he was there. Since it was summer we were supposed to go on a vacation, I can't go because of summer school. I told Jasper if I could stay at his house, he said yes, and I spent 3 days there. We played PS2 and I met his friends there and his brother. Before I went home, he gave me necklace. I wore it everyday. Now, I have a crush on Peter again because Jasper and I kinda fought. I am 1st year HS now. But I think I'm still in love with Jasper. What should I do, I love them both!