Why Me Tweety?

Sumit Bajaj

I know you moved on sweetheart, i know you left me, i know you dont love me anymore but all i know i cant accept things, i cant accept that you left me. But yea its true thats why i dont fight with myself.

I will never know why you said that you never loved me, you only liked me. This thing making me shattered day by day. I dont express what i am going through but its very hard for me to survive. Its like i am counting my days of the remaining part of my life. I know you wont feel what you did to me except the fact that you did bad to me & hurted me, but you will never know the level of hurt you have given to me.

I remember every single day spend with you, every moment with you. We shared everything from good to bad, worst to sad, happy to cry, shared everything. But i know today its a memory for you, past for you but for me its a only way to live. Yea baby, those memories are alive inside me, they feed me, they heal me ,they makes me feel fresh n alive. You have given me everything happiness, sadness, you made me laugh, you made me cry but apart from that you made me realise to feel what LOVE is, though you never loved me :( but i loved you purely. You were the best thing happened to me till date and i guess its forever. I will love you endlessly.

Everyday my day ends thinking about you. In morning you are the first thing comes in my mind when i got up. You live inside my heart. I know its not a good thing but i know i cant help it. Its being two years now that you left and still I cant let you go from my heart b'coz inside me you are mine :)

Each day i thought of talking to you, thought of messaging to you but i remember your words which said that " You have to let me go" and i end up messaging it to my drafts. I express my every feeling which comes for you in those messages. It makes me feel i am with you and you are with me. I miss you badly sweetheart. I cry a lot inside that i was never be the one you wanted. My heart sinks from my tears b'coz somewhere inside their is an emptiness inside me.
I gave my best to make you happy but at the end you broke my heart, my soul and everything. It took you 2.5 years to realise that you never loved me. You will never feel the wound you have given to me which has no cure. You said whenever you used too say me "I LOVE YOU" it was true, you meant it then why at the end you broked me tweety?

Why you hurt my innocency?
Why you made me broken?
Why you said that you love me?
Why you broke every promise you made to me?
Why you promised to love me forever?

I hope you will be happy without me and all i wanted you to be happy and i know tweety the same you want me too but you wont understand that my happiness is with you. I am living with the fact that you are living in my heart that thing is keeping me alive. I just wish someday you realise that you also love me and want me badly. I wish for your return sweetheart. I wish you realise that no one can love you the way i did.......I Love you Tweety. Hope you will remember me that someone loved you with its crystal clear heart.