My Story

pooja

I don't know wen it all happened... maybe it was wen i was in 4th... his name was Dhruv... a sweet guy... but we were good frndz... but never lovers... i was too young... and didn't know much about love... then later on many crushes i had... but i never really found any guy liking me... and then wen i was in 10th... i saw him, pranav in a movie... i did as many research i could on him... he became my everything... i joined fb to talk 2 him... i became his frnd... but then i realized he had another gf and that he was a gr8 flirt... yet i loved him... i don't know y... he deleted his account... and he deleted me from his life... i still remember his b'day... and then i moved on... again many more crushes... and more dreams... wow... it feels gr8 to think of myself as the princess and a cute guy as the prince... until i met him... satya... a smart guy... i talked 2 him first in d phy lab... i started asking him ques about a test which i was supposed 2 write... he had written it and came first... he told me wat i should concentrate on... i listened... whenever i see him... my heart fills with respect... now my frndz say i have a crush on him... but then again didn't i have tooooo many crushes in dis life... no way... i decided he is gonna eb the last guy i'll have a crush in this world... and i also made a decision - i'll remain single 4 life... coz i know I'm not gonna get any guy... satya, pranav, dhruv none... but then i loved them all... and that love was true.. so its a was and not an is... lemme move on... no more love, no more crush... a spinster 4 life... that's what am gonna be... but then did i really love someone... i don't know... does anyone love me? ... that also i don't know... but then i feel what i have towards satya is something diff... but its of no use... no use at all... he's a gr8 guy... while am a silly girl... a silly girl who falls in love with any handsome boy she meets... isn't it true that a girl's mind is full of secrets... yes it is... but now i feel happy... happy that someone else knows my love story... which has quite a bad ending... oh no... i never had any guy saying he loves me... so its not a love story... its just d crushes in a teenage girl's life... but then i love satya...... i really love him.. and that's d satya(truth)...
bye guys...
plz pray that i do become a Doctor which is all i wanna b... and 4 that m sacrificing my love nd my life... no more love in my life...
bye
pooja