Those words....

J.L

I met her, during a dinner. I saw her. She was so beautiful, And I could not keep my eyes off her. We talked for about an hour, I fell so deeply in love with her, her smile was so magical that it seriously melts my heart so much. Her name was B. B and I were once strangers, but my friend introduced her to me. It was the dinner when we both got to know each other deeper. I was seriously dying to tell her my feelings for her, but I was afraid that she would not like it, and will avoid me and also hate me. A few months later, I mustered all my courage and told her about my feelings for her. Her immediate reaction was to quickly look away from my eyes, and from the days to come, she told her friends to tell me that she hates me. Whenever we walk pass each other in the corridor, she would stare and look at something else. I was extremely devastated when she indirectly told me that she hates me. Now I can only see her from a distance, and she will never know how deep my feelings are for her, and also she will never know whether I will just collapse and die. Because I will mean nothing to her, and although she completes my heart, I will not mean one single bit to her at all. I guess I have to just blame it on my bad luck, as this is already the third time this scenario has happened to me...