I though it Was Forever

Samantha Louise

It was Late October, and A new Boy started my school.
He was in all my class's and to my surprise he was everything I love from a guy, his Beautiful Brown hair and Glimmering Blue eyes that melted ever worry I had when I looked straight into them.
At last I took up the courage to ask him if he would like to hang around with me and my friends, Obviously to be nice he said yes, and we started hanging together everyday, we grew so close that He was now my best friend.

one Day in December when it was snowing, we decided to take a walk,
He declared his love to me and i declared mine for him. we stared into each others eyes and We just fell in love.

Then it went dark, and I got a phone call of my mother To come home as it was late.So I Told The Guy I had to go and he walked me home like a true gentleman, we O'ranged to meet up the next day and then he Kissed me goodbye.

The next day I waited at our spot were we usually hang around, I waited and waited and then finely it was dark, I must have been there all day just waiting for him. I walked home in Floods of tears and Ran straight upstairs.I though he didn't care I though he never loved me and it was all fake.

The next day came and I woke up to The sounds of My mother Softly Crying In her room. So I walked into her room and comforted her and asked her what was wrong. she Then explained to me What I though Was a lie.

"Yesterday When you and him decided to meet up, He Was Attacked and Brutally Beaten by a gang of Misbehaving Chavs.
and They left him Tied to a Tree bleeding to death, and unfortunately He died."

I was Devastated My life was up side down I went into depression for 2 months, I didn't speak to anyone not even my mother, I didn't eat properly for 3 weeks and I had tablet to stop the nightmares flooding to me of him </3. I Self harmed and got addicted to Paracetamol, to make the pain go away, and ended up in hospital on an over does twice in a year.


Its bean 3 years since My Love died and I Miss him to this day, I think about him everyday and how are life would be like now. it ruined my life and I never forget him and I never will

I had to move on obviously but I still have the Physical scars and mental to haunt me :( x