my best friend

steph redford

me and abigale had been friends for years , about 13 years actually :/
anyways , abigale was like a sister to me we did everything together. shared secrets the lot .
in 2009 abigale found a boyfriend who she really really liked. she thought that she loved him too. he told her that he liked her too.
about a year later abigale told me that her boyfriend ( james ) had become different. On a Saturday night abigale came round my house and asked if she could stay i asked my grandma and she said yehh . when abigale was getting ready i noticed bruises on her arms and neck, all over her body , i asked her what happened and she told me that her and james had been fighting a lot, i said that's no way for your boyfriend too treat you. she took no notice of me. one night abigale phoned me up and asked me if i could come round it was important. i went round her house in my pj's. i knocked on her door and she let me in. she said she was going in the shower so i waited in her room. time started ticking and i noticed it had been an hour. i heard scratching from in the bathroom and gurgling noises. i knocked on the door to see if she was OK. there was a scream so i opened the door and saw her. she had hung her self. i got her down and phoned the ambulance i stayed with her crying. there was a note on the floor next too her and i asked her if i could read it she just looked at me. i picked it up and it said .
" steph he raped me , i didnt no what to do , i was scared in case he killed me if i told any one . I'm sorry and i love you my best friend. " an hour later i was at the hospital with her . they said that she was awake so i went too see her. she looked so fragile. i didn't know if i could touch her or not. she gave me a hug and drifted to sleep. the machines went silent and the nurses came in. i was in tears and shouted just let her goo. i didn't want to leave her. but she will always be in my heart <3

never let a guy rule your life. and never do any thing stupid enough as too kill yourself over it. because there's always a way around it :) i love you abigale :)