My friends

Sam

Story begins about a year ago. I was still in high school. I had everything I wanted. I had close friends. Two of them were really close to me, and I considered them my best friends. One of them was a boy, and one of them was a girl.

As time passed I grew closer to both of them, the guy became like a brother to me, and I fell in love with the girl. Everything went well, and I thought she was in love with me as well. She gave me hints all the time, we kissed, she cried on my shoulder. Of course I told my best friend everything about her, how much I liked her. Me and him were hanging out every single day, he wouldn't leave till it got really late, say 4am. Days continued like this, and I fell in love with her more and more.

After a while my friend encouraged me to tell her how I felt. It was kind of tricky, because we had always been friends. I decided to just go for it, and I told her.

I was crushed. She didn't love me back, and I was wrong about the hints. She just saw me as her best friend. My heart broke, and I spent more time with my best friend to cheer up a little bit. Not a week later I decided that the three of us should go out. So we did.

As we went out I could tell my friend was hitting on her, and she seemed to like him back. I asked him, and he said it was nothing. It wasn't much later that I found out they kissed, and my heart broke again.

My friend knew how I felt about this girl, to me she was the love of my life. She still is. They started seeing each other, and as time progressed I got less attention every week. I didn't see my friend anymore, and I didn't see her anymore either.

I felt alone and decided to ask them why they didn't want to see me anymore. My friend was angry with me, because I didn't give them my best wishes right away. I should've been happy for him, although I could not be happy for him. Not this fast.

As more time passed I found myself alone, they did not contact me anymore and would ignore all my messages and calls. I did not know what to do so I spend my days alone. After some months I got an e-mail saying they apologize but don't want me in their life anymore.

Here I sit writing this story, and I'm still alone to this day. I cannot forget it, and cannot move passed it. I know it's not the worst thing ever, but to me it is. I lost my two best friends and the girl I love.

I am alone