Coffee

nancy

I thought my life is complete,I have a happy family, a good job and a quite stable relationship with the man I loved.. I don't know where it starts. All I can remember is since day one that I met this guy I felt so different inside. I'm not the type who will just swoon over every cute guy I used to bump into. Well the funny thing is, He's not cute, he's not nice and he's not typically the man I will like. At first I ignore the feeling coz I thought it's just a plain crush and aside from the fact that I love my boyfriend so much. But things get complicated each passing day..I felt so idiot whenever he's near and so totally shy and stupid..Arnold is my office mate and he's kinda snob. My other office mates used to tease me about my feeling for him. Way deep down inside I wish that he will like me too but unfortunately he didn't notice me. He used to ask coffee from me and in that simple action I already felt so delighted. Each day I realize that I'm falling in love with him and I can't stop myself from thinking about him. I know that now he already know about my feelings cause I really can't hide it. My action shows what I feel inside my heart. He continuously asked for coffee and I always gave him. I feel so stupid but I can't control my self. I love him so much. I tried to forget him and avoid him but I ended so hurt. I miss him everyday and I can't even sleep at night. I don't know what to do..Even if I'm with my Boyfriend my heart and mind is with Arnold. It's just Ironic He didn't love me like I do...