Love of my life

D man

This all happen at December 12 2009, I haven't been on msn in awhile but I had this girl who I didn't know until I asked "who is this" and she replied "im the girl you met on Canada day". We started talking but what sucked was another guy liked her too,nooo.... I didn't give up, I wanted to fool around and keep this one. So I got her and I ended up losing my friend which freaking sucked. Anyways it was basketball season and I had a game at her school, I got to see her, she was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. During the game I got the ball and drived it in and was fouled hard and was slammed to the ground, I was in pain and instead of looking all hurt I looked at her and right away I saw her run and got me ice. The game ended and we lost but as I was walking to my ride she said " message me on msn " haaaa I was still happy even though we lost.

Imma skip alot of parts.

Me and her were seeing for 4 months, I know I was pretty slow but I wanted to ask her out at place where we first met..
but she was always to busy with practice and singing.
So my friends made this dance and all the money went to Charity
she was at her school waiting for her ride it was probably 5 or 6? it was pretty dark so I walked it to her school with a bag and in that bag was 6 roses, and a teddy bear.. As I got to her school I didn't see her, the ticket I wanted to buy from my friend wasn't there.... I didn't get to see her. So I just went to the nearest garbage can and threw everything out

few months passed we stopped liking each other, she was single and I was with other girls.... I thought of her as those other girls but she changed me for the better, she was the girl I fell in love with..
so I finished it with the girl I was seeing and next day went to her school to apologize and win her back. I gave up and said " I know you don't like me no more, so just say I don't like you anymore" and her response was " I dont want too" so I said whatever and went my way, and she went her way.. I ran up to her again and said " I love you so much " and I hugged her, her hugs were amazing, It was tight but no too tight and when she hugged me back I felt the smile on my chest which almost lead me to tearing.

As I fixed things with her there was another girl.......
I chose the other girl and left my first love AGAIN. I was so stupid I thought she still likes me no matter what I did.....
then a few weeks things ended and school was finish and the girl I loved went on vacation and is pretty famous now.

well its 5 months and I'm not over you, I deleted you off facebook,and msn.. I hate you so much but I want you here by my side
what hurt me the most is how you moved on and Liked another guy.. now I know how you felt when I did that to you,twice.
everyday I'm always thinking about you, talking about you, and I'm always in denial saying I don't love you no more and how I don't care about you.. Well yes I DO.
What kills me is to see you on T.V singing your heart out, and how you forgot about me..

You are my first love and I'll do anything just to get you back in my life.