My life

Jason

When I was young, I was adopted into a nice family, but it was ruined when we met a man named Jeremy Capello. He married my step-mother and abused me and her. He locked me in a bathroom and hit me for years until I turned 11. We never celebrated my birthday and he made my life a living hell everyday. When I turned 11 he left for cottonwood,AZ. Afterwards my step-mother started acting weird and she started acting like Jeremy. We moved twice.I started drinking when I was 12 and it ruined my life, but it helped me get over my pain. I stopped drinking when I was about 13 and a half. I started begging myself to die, I started taking pills.

I kept taking pills until I met a girl who was also suicidal. We talked and learned we were compatible. We became closer, until she killed herself and I broke. My mind and soul was shattered. I wanted to die more than ever. I ran away and overdosed. The police found me in time and I lived but I don't know what to do anymore. Everyone hates me and wants to kill me.

I then met a girl. Her name was Trinity and I realized I loved her to late. My life is in shambles and I have no where else to look for help.

I see people and things that are not really there and I can't decide what is real anymore, I feel like my mind should break but it won't. I listened to dramatic and suicidal music and I can't stop wanting to die. My birthday is coming up and I don't want to die, but I fell like it is the only thing to do.

I started to see things when I turned 10. I saw a car drive by and I looked away for a second and it wasn't there when I looked back. I asked my step-mother if she saw it to and she said no. I thought I was going insane, I still do. When it gets really bad I see her and I want to be with her, I want to hold her in my arms again.

I have Trinity now but I still miss her. I miss my sisters that I never met. I wish I knew who I was. I wish I had the strength to get over my pain, but it is so hard. I don't know how long I will last.