Love Lies

Senpai Derpyous

"I'll like to tell you a story… about a boy and a girl:"

"The girl, she had a crush and she didn't leave so easily. To her, he was the only one who owned her heart. But to him… she was just another girl. One day, the girl asked his feelings towards her. He said said he did like her, but she didn't know whether it was love or friendship. She continued to adore him, she would sing a song that described everything or wrote one. She would be happy to say something to him, but she felt like a pest to him. Sometimes, she wished he'll ask a question to her before she would. Her nickname was something she hated being, but coming from him, she felt special. Later, her broken heart was getting ripped more and more. He ripped and stole pieces without realizing it. She wanted to say three words or call him hers, but that's something he wouldn't take seriously. He never did, she always did her best, gave her best too. All he did was… made her feel stupid. When she left, I know you'll say something that will make me feel like an idiot, she meant by making her work or feels worth nothing. She tried moving on... but she foolishly crawled back. Her nickname wasn't hers, it was other girls."

"Everytime she wanted to say can he be hers, he wouldn't know how much his words made her feel. She had another reason to die. Reason: She can't be good enough for anyone"


"By now, you should know who this is talking about"

"Silly her, thinking she was good enough"
"Silly her, thinking he wouldn't leave her"
"Silly her, thinking he cared"
"Silly her, thinking he loved her"
"Oh, silly her, it was always the same. Why would she still wish?"
"No one cared, loved, stayed or thought her giving her best was good enough"

"If he dropped her, she'll break"
"If he hold her, she'll shake"
"If he needed her, she'll hurry"
"If he didn't say something back, she'll get worried or feel like a pest"
"When he hurts her, she cries"
"But now, she wants to die more"

"She hated love, it is painful torture. Beautiful or not, it hurts her. Day after day, sticking to the man who only cares when he wanted to. She felt so low, because the little things he does hurts her to the point of death. Those little things have a big impacted on her. How does she prove she truly loves him? Truth is, he'll never say or care. She has a hope that he does, because he never says anything true, all jokes to fool her heart. She doesn't want him to leave, they all did. Why didn't anyone stay with her, what's wrong with her?"

"He came and swept her off her feet, then drops her and leaves. He takes all the things she says or does, but he never gave back. She was a fool, he did kiss her, but he never meant them. She gave him all she had, but he throw it in the trash. To have his love was all she asked for. But he didn't understand… that if a grenade was thrown at him, she'll take it. If he was getting executed, she would have her head off. If he was about to get hit by a train, she would move him out of the way and take the hit. She would do that and more. If he was getting shot in the head, she would take the bullet. Yes, she would do that and more, even die. But he wouldn't do the same. He would beat her heart until it was blue and black and she felt numb. She would like to say 'hi' to the devil when he went home. She would smile with him, before he walked off. She gave him all she had, but he throw it in the trash. To have his love was all she asked for. But he didn't understand… that if a grenade was thrown at him, she'll take it. If he was getting executed, she would have her head off. If he was about to get hit by a train, she would move him out of the way and take the hit. She would do that and more. If he was getting shot in the head, she would take the bullet. Yes, she would do that and more, even die. But he wouldn't do the same. If she went in flames, he would watch her burn. He said he liked her, but to her, it was lies. But she'll still die for him, she's just waiting and standing by"

"The worse mistake is by playing with people"
"She could only dream"