I am confused

Mkeshaan

Ummmh, where should i start?
My sisters and brothers should i say i am crazy or what?

My dear friends this just happened on may 2008. I never knew this guy until my friend told me about him. He was my closest friend's friend. My friend used to talk to him on the phone and i always insisted to talk to him 2. Then one day i was at my friend's place and the guy called. Later on i said please give me his number i would like to talk to him too. And there i was, i got a calling card then i called him and we talked. Days went on and almost every day we talked. Oh my God i can't tell you how we fell in love with each other. Then he asked me if i could be his best friend the i said its ok by me. On that day we started talking like boyfriend and girlfriend things just happened so quick. A few days later we became lovers, but the worse thing was that we did not live in the same country we only talked on the phone and knew him on the photos.In 2009 October he moved and came to live where his family live and that is where i live. On the day he arrived i went to the airport to welcome him. God i was so excited to see the one i love face to face. So there were cheering out as lovers do and you know. My dear friends the time went by then knowing that i have boyfriend i have someone who loves me. One day i went to see him at his place and he told everything he went through with his ex girl friends. Let me say girlfriends coz he had more then two. He would tell me that he will never love anyone as he loved his first girlfriend and that would make me so jealous. My dear days passed after hearing those words. And guess what? Now he is very silent and he hardly talks to me. Sometime i just lay on my bed asking myself why did i love him? Why did i met him in the first place? And i always cry just because i don't know what is in his mind and always think of how much i love him. Now what i think is he doesn't talk to me because he loves me no more and on the other side i think he just wants to test me to see how far i can go when his not around. Brothers and sisters i don't know what to do i am just afraid even to ask him if he still loves me. But just 2 days ago i texted him asking why he is so quiet then he said that his busy with study and he said that he still the same guy i know. So friends what should i do? I love this guy so deadly and i want to be with him but i just don't know how.

Please give me any idea.
Thanks!