I missed him

Jake

This is my story with my partner three years ago. I just want this to be shared so that you will know how much I love him.

It was March of 2011 when I first met him. That was the day I took the entrance examination for tertiary level. It was a typical scene where I asked him where was the nearest toilet (the nature's calling me). He smirked and accompany me to the toilet. As I went out to the toilet, I grabbed the opportunity again to asked where's the accreditation room. He told me that he was about to go there. I sighed knowing that we were going together to the accreditation room. To cut this story short, he was our examiner. I was shocked! He suddenly laughed to my reaction. After the examination, he called my name. He walked towards me and asked if he could have my number. I just nod and went home after. It was the start of our happy relationship. After a month, we became partners, I know I'm too fast but that's how my heart beats. He showed me his loved and he always surprised me.

Graduation day. I never expect that he would came. I cannot deny the feeling of being so much in love with him. Time ran so fast and we celebrated our anniversary. He said, this is really forever. But, the day after our anniversary he disappeared like a bubble. I then noticed that he already resigned as instructor to our school. I was fully devastated knowing the fact that he fooled me of believing that forever really exists. A lot of my friends laughed at me because I am too serious to our relationsips that in the end he is not true to me and he left me here crying and dying.

Nine months later, I met his brother in the mall. I asked what happened to him. But, I found no answers from his brother. Instead, he hold my hand and we went to the hospital. As I entered the room, I saw a guy lying on a bed. He was so thin and very tired. He then observed my presence. He open his teary eyes as he rose up. I move closer to hug him. I cannot speak any words. My anger vansihed as I discover his condition. He choose to left me than to stay with me both suffering to his condition. I hugged him so tight. God! For nine months of not seeing him, no words can explain how happy I am. After that dramatic meeting, we talked and talked... We laughed and laughed. We don't mind what will happen next. It was 1:20 AM when he told me he wanted to took a rest because he's tired already. I just nodded hiding the feeling of sadness and the pain. I know as he told me that, its the last time I am going to see him alive.


He lost his battle against leukemia that moment. It was really painful. He was here today and gone tomorrow. It was hard but I know he has his best seat with God. I am very thankful for having him in my life. He prove to me that I am special and deserve to be loved. He is special because I love him. I am always be thankful to God that he gave me someone like him. He is my protector and my pain reliever. He is always my inspiration to continue living life. I miss him so much........... He may left me but he will always remain in my heart. I love you so much Jade.... that's forever